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i am so glad it's december. it's seriously the home stretch in terms of school. i'm staying here until december 11th and i'm not too happy about it. corey has retreat this weekend - so no cell phone really. i haven't gone that long without seeing him (it'll be 10 days) since he was in greece. and you know how that went lmfao.
i'm in ethics. somehow i read the wrong thing even though i read what's on the syllabus. i should've gone to class last week haha. oh wellll. it's about abortion so i can just guess. i hate ethics. i can't wait for it to be over. i alwayssss get the little quizzes wrong -she gives one-question quizzes every few classes that are SO confusing.
but resuming my complaining, i don't really like rutgers all that much. i think that's the problem. i might transfer to msu next fall. i'm going to decide after i have the horse class, though. but i think i'll apply regardless? i don't know what to do with my life. i feel like i'm very centered around OTHER people... like if corey went to princeton i would stay at rutgers. but i don't know if that's wrong, it's just how i am. i always want to make people happy. but i want to make myself happy, too, that's why i go home and stuff. i think the main problem is my friends in bloomfield are too good lol - no one here compares to you and corey and billy and everyone. i really love corey's friends. frank is the best, he is SO nice to me and we get along so well. john lenehan is awesome -soooo much smarter and funnier than brian, and i always liked brian. even amir is good haha, he is such an asshole but a great one. he has really good friends. even alex podkul, regardless of being a huge jerk in general life, is really a nice person at his core, and has always been nice to me in relation to corey.
apparently there are little jokes made about me and corey constantly in school lmao. even mr. card! who told corey he once read an away message of his (i really hope it wasn't blatantly sexual but probably was) and then asked about how i was doing the next day. lmfaooo and anytime some kind of joke is made in class he'll ask how i am hahahahaha. oh man. i really do miss high school a LOT. going to the office made me realize just how great we had it. what a wonderful senior year.
i ordered this sick thing for corey for christmas (a galileo thermometer with a barometer storm glass too!) and it turned out to only be $20 and my mom paid! so now i have extra money for him. i have to decide what else to get. and what to get youuuuu. and billy and alex. the old board is having a secret santa! and a little party before christmas. i am so excited. anddd my floor here is having a little secret santa as well.
i put the lights up in my room - soo cute! i wish you could come see me :( i asked corey to try to come see me this week so i don't have to wait 10 days to see him. i doubt it'll happen, but i realllly hope it will.
blah blah blah i hate school let's be woodland nymphs forever.
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