| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Blue October - Razorblade |
guyz keep fuckin my world ^_^
Well, ok, had a good day at school today....and with triple english and double sociology you wouldn't think that was possible, but hey =D Free just before lunch, so I came home. All good I hear u cry? well, I thought so ^_^ Was totally amazed when I walked into mah house with a nearly totally topless guy cleaning the house...just like...wow ^_^ lol 18 yrz old 2, yay!
OK...Letz c if I can do a profile on him...don't know that much yet, but letz give it a shot =D
Name: Adam
Age:18
Fav genre of music: R&B and Hip Hop =(
What Have I learnt from him:toTing:is to do everything xcept insert dick into pussy!!!
Why I'm writing about him in my journal:Because today I walked into the house and found him in a tight white guy-tank top thingy cleaning...CLEANING ahahahahahahaha and cause he'z made me realize I'm not great at talking to guyz or avoiding them and me getting into a "situation"...but hey, he didn't force me to do n e thing, which was kick ass =D
Why I'm having issues here: cause I don't know why I can't just let go and let myself be with a real life boy off the net. Yes I keep getting hurt...but I can deal with that!!! And hey, the internet guyz probably wouldn't even mind o.O And plus, Adam only wantz to 'Ting' and not even get to know me so itz not HIM I'm talkin bout gettin wid, just n e guy really =P lolz
Ok, I needed to get all that out. Calmeth now...nothing'll happen, but hey, he's cute!! lol
I donno, ch00ky was online at the time, and I ignored him basically and feel really bad =( SORRY CH00KY ONE!!!!!!!!!!! *sighz*
Like I told ch00ky the other day, I may as well note it down here, Jessie is becomming obsessed with money =( I miss him. Hardly get to talk, and when he's online I neva know what to say...but I'm glad he'z gonna survive over there quite nicely ... but still =(
Blue October - Razorblade
In the day by day collision
Called the art of growing up
There's an innocence we look for in the stars
To be taken back to younger days
When there was no giving up
On the people we held closest to our hearts
Yeah it is you that I remember in that glowing
It is you that took my first away from me
It is you I set my standards to... to every walk of life
I haven't met another you since you were with me.
(Chorus) A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done
In a way, I failed religion
I spit the wine from mouth to cup
And I reached for something more than just your God
Uncle, you spared not your children
And while your praying hands are up
There's no forgiveness for you! You sick fuck!
It is you that I remember in their bedroom
It is you that took their first away from them
It is you they set their standards to
You wounded them for life
You were a preacher and suppose to be above men
Sing with me
(Chorus)A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done
OMG I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!! lol
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