Colleen (celticchick47) wrote, @ 2003-12-01 02:57:00

Current mood:	optimistic
Current music:	Anything Christmas

when we finally say goodnight, how i'll hate going out in the storm
Nothing and everything to write. back at school for 3 weeks. dont know if it's the greatest or worst thing to possibly happen right now. in a very enigmatical mood. quite happy though. i always am. even in the worst of moods, i am still happy because i have so much joy around me. cant help it.

haircut was a big hit. and some little kid will have a curly wig. makes me so happy. what also makes me happy? MISHA! i didnt even think he was going to remember me what with the new hair and the fact i havent seen him in 3 months. he pushed my grandma out of the way and ran into my arms. didnt leave for a good 20 minutes. i almost started to cry. we had a bonding moment over our glasses now that he has joined the ranks of the bespectacled. he even asked me to sit next to him at dinner. cant get over the difference in his english - there is hardly any russian left - just a cute little accent :) he's going to go to russian school when he's 5 so he doesnt lose the language completely though. it'll be so good for him. so smart and so wonderful and i miss him. i seriously had to fight back the tears when they left. wont see him until Christmas Eve. how did i ever get to be this lucky?

somethings never change - no matter how hard we try - we just keep coming back. furthering my theory a lot more than it's furthering yours. its in God's hands, we'll see what happens.

please everyone talk me out of auditioning for Goodnight because i'm getting closer and closer everyday hehe-now all i have to do is work on a monologue. so much for taking time off!

cant wait till Christmas

medation pour la nuit: (woo guess who brought her journal with all of her quotes in it!!) "Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways." (Psalms 139:1-3)

	(Anonymous) 2003-12-04 02:56 (link)
	WOOOO HOOOOO!!! party on donator!! everyone who donates their hair is just the best because it is the greatest thing a person with long hair can do... besides maybe donating a kidney.... wow... i just made myself feel like shit cause i have never donated a kidney... gotta work on that guilt complex thing- its in hyper active drive. love you anyway cat (Reply to this) (Thread)