|Current mood:|| grateful|
|Current music:||Happiness Is-The Verve Pipe|
Wow. What a day and a half. I’m exhausted.
Yup that’s right, I got the dog. She is a wonderful sweet and dainty (at times) little girl. And I love her to pieces. However she is not really house trained as we have been having numerous accidents and she doesn’t get the point of going outside to pee. I am trying to be patient with her because it’s only been a day and a half.
In other news the Ipod was a fun purchase that I recently made. I am still putting music onto my computer and hopefully tonight I’ll complete that task and load it into the IPod. I’m excited. It’s so nice! 2158 songs on my computer right now. 11.65GB. Good thing I went for the 40K one I suppose.
Ok as I had promised my lovely brother, here comes the sappy emotional stuff. In looking back over everything that I’ve been through I want my friends and family to know that without their love and support and kicking my ass I could never have gotten where I am. I may act strong, but I can’t fool myself. I’m terrified and exited and nervous and want to throw up when I think of all of the changes that I am going to be going through in the next few months. That doesn’t sound strong to me. But I do love and thank everybody that helped me along the way. And it wasn’t even people I necessarily loved either. My selfish drive to be better than my old roommate pushed me this far partially. And now here I am. Am I better? Who’s to say. Am I more educated? Definitely. But the point is there are so many people that have had a profound effect on me. Whether they loved me enough to give me the money to make this dream possible, or whether they rubbed my nose in their success until I wanted to puke, or whether they just put up with my emotional phone calls and moodiness and helped me through the hard times. You have all helped me in a way that I only hope that someday I can repay in some small way. You’ve made me want to be a better person. And I’m not done yet, that’s for sure, but I’m getting there and I know who I should give the credit to.
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