Cameron Nicole Richardson (cameron_r) wrote, @ 2003-09-04 11:28:00

Current mood:

happy

I don't think I've ever made so few updates in a week. This is sick.

After my scare with Oscar, I've been taking it kind of easy. Mike's feeling shitty because he can't smoke anymore so laying around leaching and doing little stupid things every now and then is suiting us both quite well. I need to call my parents and have them come down soon...but I keep avoiding the call. Things with them have never been easy...and I can't just ask them to leave their lives in Jersey and stay here until Oscar's born. I'm just scared that the next time I have pains or something that it'll be time and they won't be here for it. Our relationship is strained, but I still love them. I still want them to be around for the birth of their grandson. They'd be really unhappy if they couldn't see him. I'm going to be really unhappy though if they're here for a month plus, waiting for Oscar to make his appearance. I'm trying to take everything day by day...but it's hard.

Mike and I were desperately bored last night and were trying to think of something to do. Ice skating was ruled out, as was making our own porn video. We ended up going over his parents house and climbing up in the treehouse he had as a child. Apparently it got him through his "playing doctor" days as a kid and was where he used to smoke up as a teenager...but he'd never even kissed a girl up there so...we fixed that. EHEHE We just stayed there for a while after, talking and stuff...and then we went home. I tire out so easily now it's ridiculous. Oscar's stealing all my energy...plus he's keeping me up a lot during the night...but at least he can't cry when he's still a fetus, so that's good. I don't know...I'm rambling now. The end.

	einziger_mike 2003-09-04 11:49 (link)
	Call your parents. We'll figure out a way to make sure they're here for Oscar, but not driving you absolutely up the wall, OK? I promise. So that treehouse will never look the same to me again, hahaha. :D You're amazing. Thanks for taking another one of my "firsts". I owe you. <33 Oh GOd, Oscar crying. ::scared:: (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cameron_r 2003-09-05 01:11 (link)
	But...they can't just quit their jobs for a month or whatever. I don't know what to do :/ Sorry about disturbing the memory of the treehouse for you...but I think it's for the better, hmm? ;) I'm scared too...but it'll be ok. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)