Haven't updated in a few days...my most humble apologies...though probably no one's reading the pointless dribble that is my life so...imy brief absence probably went unnoticed *lol*
...Christ, give me a break! Someone should take her down a notch or too and I'd be glad to do it.
I may have a job at a funeral home lined up *raises eyebrows*...lovely huh?...I'll get to see the slab where I'll be lying in a bout six months if things dont change...
The funny thing is when I think about it....it doesnt bother me to think that if I wanted to be, I could be dead in the blink of an eye....I don't have anymore lingering respect for this life or the people in it (aside from Dany)...
...Makes me wonder....should I make another attempt?? Its been so long since I tried last...I think that was the tenth attempt in a year....maybe less than a year. I can't keep track any more...too long I've suffered with this bullshit and too many times I've tried to end it all....
....I'm too tired to keep track.
,,,,I think I should go take my pregnancy test now.....
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