Bryan (byst) wrote, @ 2005-10-25 21:05:00

Current mood:	melancholy
Current music:	You Are Not Alone -- Michael Jackson

sigh
Suddenly, I feel so...melancholic.

To a point of actually feeling lonely.

Sitting alone in the office, waiting for the last officer to leave while the radio belts out love songs. I can change the station but its Class 95, best mix of music, remember?

I've got things to say, a little more to express and much more to share.

Vulnerable perhaps. One of the moments when emotions come flooding. Perhaps I should do less duty.

You Are Not Alone starts playing..doesn't make thing easier.

Sigh, nothings beats that special someone. Someone who has been non-existent since 5 years ago.

	(Anonymous) 2005-10-25 23:26 (link)
	awww... fret not ducky! i'll help u hunt for tt special someone!! :)) (and vice versa pls) hee` can't waita go shopping! hee` (Reply to this) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-26 00:35 (link)
	help me....hmm..wad bout my crush then? should i help you....? i mean u got loads of guys waiting. shopping = nice! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2005-10-26 02:15 (link)
	hmmm, tn i help u with ur crush but u gotta tell me who's her! :) oh pls.. if i hv loads of guys waiting... i wldn't be swinging single, still. ahahaz or shld i say, e more e merrier? lolx yesyes, we needa revamp our wardrobe! :P *kaching* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-26 09:04 (link)
	haha, cannot. it would be rather embarrasing.. im shy, rofl!! hurh...so greedy. n ur single because of....** *****!! heh heh heh revamp...can we go pasar malam? *smaller kaching* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2005-10-27 02:16 (link)

this also cannot, that also cannot... u go settle ur crush urself tn! besides, u said it was gonna b a short-lived 1... oieee... the pot calling the kettle black! u got a crush already wad, still want other girls. i'm only eager to widen my social circle k.. hahaz u dare say i single bcos of who? who la... u tell me! :P can.. u go, u get pasar malam style tn. wahahahaz i'm a orchard girl. we needa make sacrifices ducky... tt's abt lookin' gd too! (ups ur confidence level & hopefully give u e guts e hit on those small mei meis) wahahaaz (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-27 07:14 (link)
	as for short lived...hmm, not v sure bout tt. i guess i will need more hints from her. oie oie..dun anyhow say. i never wanted more girls...i juz look it u knw. im also widening my social circle..and keeping my options open tt's all who? random selection....arrowkid! waahaha wad small mei meis? yucks, too young too young! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2005-10-27 07:26 (link)
	hints frm her? as if ur crush know... lolx haiyo.. too complicated. I better not 'chup'. Guys r problematic. hv some originality u copycat! nono, copyducky! lolx oh pls... arrowkid has a gf.. dun get me into hot soup! besides, he's juz a gd fren here... certainly not my type! i know u go for those mei meis la.. dun bluff! :P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-27 08:47 (link)
	yea, don't think she knws, as hard as i try to let her. cant be too direct u knw..might juz blow watever we had and have, far away. n girls are equally problematic, if not worst... copyducky?! sounds wrong k. hmmm, wads ur type again? something between meow, gay n ur godbro eh? v vague u knw.. and never! i dont like mei meis. they r too immature. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2005-10-27 21:34 (link)

hmmm, tn u gotta read her signs.. like whether she's interested or not. u know gals... u gotta be 99.9% sure b4 u take any action.. dun wan it to backfire rite? oieeee... can u not mention those names! warrao. i was juz j/k the other time la... BUT, i need a guy who looks gd (to me), makes an effort to dress smart (and not sloppy like ah pek), hv a sense of humour, intelligent, a gd listening ear, active in sports, sensitive etc etc. hee` (like freee advert here!) oh.. ok, so u like jie jies la... very mature 1s! wahahahz (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-27 23:46 (link)
	signs...dunno how to read. guys arent good at minute details. perhaps tt's y guys are in management, cause we macro manage well, hahha! so many needed attributes. tsk tsk. dun be so tam xin lah. eh wait..by wnting a lot of guys, u r already tam xin. jies jies...wth. i like...ermm..how to say. not too young, not too old..can? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2005-10-28 06:48 (link)

hmmm, i thot u are a pro at tt! ok, let the almighty mich try help u decipher the signs! haiyah, u go ask her gfs for hints la! i where got tam xin? the attributes are my bare minimal man! nono, when i fall for one... i stick to one. I'm quite committed k. good guys hard to come by... mostly all taken. heh` tt's y u muz help me scout for more mahz... if dun meet my standards, pls dun intro as potential k. lolx ahhh... i will keep alook out for ...er, the kind ducky likes & hello? pls state ur criterias. otherwise, how to help find? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-28 09:28 (link)
	her gfs....ermm...dun really know them... her classmates....hmmm, maybe... bare minimum but a lot of conditions u knw.. wad if he lacks one of them? my criteria..mmm. active in sports but not too active. enjoys good music(no chinese songs pls), good food...erm...not too clingy(i must have my own space at times)..have an open mind. should be all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2005-10-28 19:24 (link)
	tn u shld go try get info frm her classmates tn! haiyo... it depends wad e potential bf lacks... & how much of a chemistry i hv with him? u know, some stuff can be overlooked cos humans ain't perfect afterall. he shld ideally complement me. ;) haiyah, no pt listing also.. when it comes, it comes. hahaz ok ducky! will keep a look out for u! :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byst 2005-10-28 23:36 (link)
	her classmates... nvm...its jusst a crush. will wear off sooner or later. unless im really into something, my attention span is rather short. yea true. when it comes, it will hit ya like a tidal...er, i think. heh...or it just slowly seeps in. look out...nvm lah. so awkward. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)