Bull (bull017) wrote, @ 2008-05-10 21:22:00

My Kairos Songs
First:

Oh look at how she listens
She says nothing of what she thinks
She just goes stumbling through her memories
Staring out on to Grey Street.
She thinks, "Hey, how did I come to this?"
I dream myself a thousand times around the world
But I can't get out of this place.
There's an emptiness inside her
And she'll do anything to fill it in
But all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart
How she wishes it was different
She prays to God most every night
And though she swears it doesn't listen
There's still a hope in her it might
She says "I pray oh But they fall on deaf ears,
am I supposed to take it on myself?
To get out of this place? "
Oh There's a lonliness inside her
And she'll do anything to fill it in
And though it's red blood bleeding from her now
It feels like cold blue ice in her heart
When all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart
There's a stranger speaks outside her door
Says take what you can from your dreams
Make them as real as anything
Oh It'd take the work out of courage
But she says "Please
There's a crazy man that's creeping outside my door,
I live on the corner of Grey Street
and the end of the world."
Oh there's an emptiness inside her
And she'll do anything to fill it in
And though it's red blood bleeding from her now
It's more like cold blue ice in her heart
She feels like kicking out all the windows
And setting fire to this life
She could change everything about her
Using colors bold and bright
But all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart
It breaks her heart
To Grey

Last:

What did I just say
Well, I can't remember
The room is spinning and
My Heart is skipping beats
Cause I finally cut all the ties
That were hanging on me

It's a sign of life
To be so confused
You jump and it feels
Like you're falling

You find the hope, the
strength, the heart
And just when you think
there's nothing left
Cause when it feels just like
you're drowning
That's when you fight for
every breath
You find the faith, the will,
the words
To break through the silence
and the pain
Cause when it feels just like
you're dyin'
That's a sign of life

Sooner or later
You come to the point
Where you have to choose
Who and what you want to be
And I made a decision
Not so long ago
To be happy

It's a sign of life
To be unafraid
You jump and it feels
Like you're flying


Break down
Shattered
My reflection is scattered
Like ashes in the wind
I'll begin again