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Juli (bublpopelectric) wrote,
@ 2005-01-15 21:00:00
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    Current mood:ecstatic

    Steph has this in her subprofile. I dont know anything about it but I know it's beautiful and it reminds me of Heather; my best friend since kindargarten. Ali, Kandra and Dana, my best friends for the past four years. The people I've grown to love and hate at the same time. Marcus, my best friend today. Nate, the person that made me realize crying over someone that isnt crying over you isn't worth your time, and when trying to hurt me because he didn't know what else to do truly made me stronger and helped me realize you can't control everything. Tiff, the person I love to hate. The person I swore I wouldn't let ruin my Senior year, the person I blamed all my problems on and made me realize without even trying that you can't blame everything on someone that really has nothing to do with the situation. These people have impacted my life, to a point that they will never comprehend. I wouldn't change a thing about my Senior year, or the past four years. So, here. This is for everyone to read. Then, I wana post my conversation with Steph. :)

    THREE years ago, we stepped into high school...individuals seeking to do well, to find their identity, to find their best friend. we opened our lockers for the first time, looked at our schedules, thought about how great it was to finally be in high school. 3 years ago we met our best friend, went to our first school dance, had a crush on a cute senior. 3 years ago we couldnt wait till
    we got older.

    TWO years ago we stepped inot high school believing that we owned the place. no longer the lowly freshman, we had a new attitude. still individuals searching for themselves, looking to fit in, wanting to achieve something. we followed our daily routines, expanded our circle of friends, talked about parties. 2 years ago we made a new best friend, went to sweet sixteens every weekend,
    thought we were too mature for school dances. 2 years ago we couldnt wait to get older.

    ONE year ago we became upper classman. we began to realize that we were growing up. we got out licenses, starting driving on weekends. 1 year ago we realized who our true friends were and cherished the time spent with them. we found where we fit in yet still seemed to be looking for something else. 1 year ago we started talking about college, thinking it was still too far away. we
    had our junior prom, got our rings, realized that time really does fly. but 1 year ago, we still couldnt wait to get older.

    DURING our last year, we entered school as seniors. we had senioritis before class even resumed, we got to leave school early and come in late. everything we did was the "last". our last homecoming, last pep rally, our last season in a sport, our last birthday at home. senior year we took our time together for granted, we went to party after party on the weekends, we rebelled and we learned. senior year we still had the same best friend and cherished
    time spent with them. we started applying to college, far and near, we got accepted, we got rejected, we found exactly where we wanted to go. we realized that we would no longer have the comfort of home within a year. now, we finally realized that we could have waited to get older. we realize that the time has somehow slipped away and soon we will be saying goodbye. saying goodbye to our friends, our family, our home.

    SOON we will go to our senior prom, graduate, sit for the last time with everyone. it is the last time we will all be together, recognized as the class of 2005. now we are getting excited about starting over, getting sad about what we will leave behind, getting anxious to move on. now we realize just how important our best friend are, how much fun we really did have in four years. now we wish we could be younger, we wish we would have taken the
    time to appreciate every moment, to slow down time. now we face having to say goodbye.

    IN one year we, we will return as different people. we will have experienced dorm life, ate campus food, met new friends. we will have joined a club, maybe a sorority, done something new. In one year we will be new people. we will still be searching for our identity, to find our place. we will have picked majors, changed majors, passed and failed at things we tried. In one year we will know more about ourselves and what we want to become. we
    will remember the past times and look fondly at the memories, although we have created new memories.

    YET one thing will remain. In one year, we will still have that best friend. Maybe since kindergarden, maybe since high school, maybe even a college roommate. That person can be found in new friends and in old. Without them we would have nothing. Four years brought laughter and tears, through boyfriends, bad grades, family problems, and love, our friends showed us that life was worth enjoying. with them we wanted to grow up so quickly.
    Now,they are the only people with whom we will remain forever young.

    The young faces shown in these pictures represent times when our biggest worries were Barbie & Ken's wedding, GI Joe's missing arm, and why we had to eat vegetables at dinner...... Again. Looking at these pictures today, sometimes we, the seniors, wish we could go back to such carefree days. But at the same time moving on with our lives, making new memories, and gaining independence have become exciting realities that were once ideas that seemed so far away. Since 7th grade we have counted down the days until graduation. Now as the day approaches we are still anxious, but somewhat nervous. The faces in these pictures remind us of the people we once and still are, The friends we have grown up with and also with whom we will graduate. Surviving these past 12 years wasn't always easy, but in that time we had some of the best experiences of our lives. Those times are what made it worth while.*

    every starxfades: What wrong?
    every starxfades: Whats**
    SwEeTsTePh00002: everything
    every starxfades: Explain.
    SwEeTsTePh00002: same bout seth
    every starxfades: Im here.. I have time.
    every starxfades: What about Seth?
    SwEeTsTePh00002: i miss him and still want to be with him
    SwEeTsTePh00002: do you kno fawn rake?
    every starxfades: Yes.
    SwEeTsTePh00002: i think that they are goin out...:-\ehhhh
    SwEeTsTePh00002: ive been really sick bc of ballin and shit
    every starxfades: Steph. It is completely out of your control. Seth is the one that walked away. You should be happy he cares enough about your friendship to not jeopardize it.
    SwEeTsTePh00002: i kno, but idont
    every starxfades: I think you're focusing on it too much. You need to realize you didn't do anything wrong and sometimes things don't work out the way you want them to.
    SwEeTsTePh00002: :'(
    every starxfades: Everything happens for a reason and just because you don't understand that reason, doesn't mean it wasn't mean to happen. Some of the best things are to be left unanswered. Just go with what life gives you, darling.
    every starxfades: We're still young, and we have too many more important things to do and worry about than some boy. :-) Be young, Steph.. don't waste it crying over someone that isn't crying over you.
    SwEeTsTePh00002: see he is the only one i really EVER reaalllyy cared about
    SwEeTsTePh00002: and there are so many times i TRY to get him off my mind, but i jsut cant
    SwEeTsTePh00002: i think im gonna call jer
    every starxfades: That's what you think now. Because there isn't anyone else to fulfill that void. Hunni I knowww... I was there. I spent 2 years of my life with Nathan. But Im telling you.. it's fine. It's gonna get better, but it won't if you don't try and let go of the things you can not change.
    SwEeTsTePh00002: but hes prolly with is gf
    every starxfades: Call Jer. Talk to him. Just FEEL BETTER!
    every starxfades: So. You guys are friends, and you need a friend.. theres nothiggg wrong with that.
    every starxfades: nothinggg*


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