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Jess (brpunkchicky) wrote,
@ 2003-11-05 17:40:00
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    Current mood: exhausted
    Current music:Dashboard Confessionals- "Saints and Sailors"

    This is where I say I've had enough
    and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now
    A walking open wound
    A trophy display of bruises
    and I don't believe that I'm getting any better... don't be a liar,
    don't say that "everything's working"
    when everythings broken.
    And you smile like a saint
    but you curse like a sailor
    and your eyes say the joke's on me...

    This song is how I feel at this moment. I am fed up, I have had enough of all this bullshit. I have had enough of this school with all of its simple, close-minded, conservative pricks. People who say that they understand things, when really they don't have a clue. Things never seem to get better, only worse every freaking day.
    They are not real people only fake statues of who they wish that they were, something that they could never really be, and it pisses me off.
    I am sick of my family. The way that they pretend to be perfect and have all of their shit together. When really everything is falling apart before their eyes, yet they are to blind and denial-striken to even realize what is happening.
    I am sick of this life that never changes. Always the same feelings and insecurities.
    Right now at this moment I am to exhauseted to deal!

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