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Katie is for lovers........! (brokenrecords89) wrote,
@ 2004-11-15 20:43:00
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    Current mood: awake
    Current music:Orgasms.

    Katie is the color of your aura.
    ahh. alex. i cant help it. thinking about you is whats making me happy. i dunno why. but it is. giving me this weird feeling, weird but nice and stuff...what're you feeling? and im getting this crazy intense heart pounding sensation. its all so weird. but its making me happy. this is all so crazy. i want to cry. just cry, because its too much to handle. agh. this = insane. all so insane. man, how do i deal with this? all these feelings, building up inside. all these emotions running high. all these different things running through my veins, and my mind. all of it is so insane. its so stressful. i want something so bad. i want so many different people. i want it all. and i want to cry. curl up and go to sleep, and cry and listen to music. play my guitar, the guitar im so good at. the guitar ive played for five years. oh gosh. now ive gotten myself all worked up for nothing.

    "Why do you build me up, buttercup, baby just to let me down."

    Yeah, thats for you darling. you had to build me up to thinking i was something special. ahh. i always do this...WHY. i take everything so personally, and im like obsessed with this journal. it all sucks so hard. gosh. i need you all to help me, and talk to me and tell me something....anything...a good long paragraph of emotion just for me. i want that. okay, go forth now...and comment and give me my emotion and heartfelt words.

    Sigh. one more-

    sorry i really love these things. please do it, whoever. blah. meaning you....i copy and paste these from stupid sites.....i <3 them
    copy and paste in a comment.

    1)My name:
    2)Your name:
    3)Your age:
    4)What do you think about me:
    5)Do you think about me a lot:
    6)More than 10 times a day:
    7)Think about me in bed:
    8)While you sleep:
    9)At school or work:
    10)Would you hug me:
    11)Would you kiss me:
    12)Would you really kiss me:
    13)Would you fuck me:
    14)Would you listen to me:
    15)No matter what:
    16)You're in a room with me, do anything you want:
    17)Did you really say what you wanted to do:
    18)Say something to make me happy:
    19)Label me:
    20)Give me some advice:
    21)Describe my looks in a sentence:
    22)Describe my personality in a sentence:
    23)Are you bored:
    24)Gonna post in your journal:
    25)Hate these post things:

    im all hot and bothered now....wink. smile.

    ALEX, if you were here. id give you a kiss. because. i do care for you. <333
    (i love being all simple and makes me feel cool....blah. i try so hard hah)

    bye beautiful girl,

    something to pass the time-

    [ Current Clothes ] sweatshirt, plaid pants. and honestly thats it.
    [ Current Mood ] Bored
    [ Current Music ] Radio
    [ Current Taste ] Cherry Coke
    [ Current Make-up ] eyeliner, conceler
    [ Current Hair ] brown
    [Current Annoyance ] Kal's sn.
    [ Current Smell ] waffles
    [ Current thing I ought to be doing ] work, dishes, cleaning
    [ Current Desktop Picture ] the ocean
    [ Current Favorite Artist ] Kim Anderson, photographer
    [ Current Favorite Group ] umm..Tiger Army.
    [ Current Book ] The Perks of being a Wallflower, again
    [ Current CD in CD Player ] Mix of emo songs
    [ Current DVD In Player ] Almost Famous
    [ Current Refreshment ]Cherry Coke
    [ Current Worry ] Someones going to come home
    [ Current Crush ] Nick and some others....kinda.
    [ Current Favorite Celebrity ] i dunno...

    [ You Touched ] hmm. Tory
    [ You Talked to ] mom
    [ You Hugged ] uh...redgate?
    [ You Instant messaged ] Alex, hes away though does that still count?
    [ You Yelled At ] sister
    [ You Had A Crush On ] Nick? before that? ryland.
    [ Who Broke Your Heart ] Nick.

    [ Food ] Soup
    [ Drink ] Cherry Coke
    [ Color ] green
    [ Album ] Tiger Army III, Ghost tigers rise
    [ Candy ] Reeses
    [ Animal ] horse? puppy? i dunno actually.
    [ TV Show ] Mtv2 rock countdown
    [ Movie ] Almost Famous, or Thirteen
    [ Dance ] ?
    [ Song ] i dunno....something emo
    [ Vegetable ] Carrots
    [ Fruit ] apples!!!
    [ Cartoon ] Teen Titans

    ARE YOU...
    [ Understanding ] I think so
    [ Open-minded ] Yea
    [ Arrogant ] I dont think so
    [ Insecure ] yep
    [ Interesting ] sure
    [ Random ] kinda
    [ Hungry ] I used to be more hungry than I am now
    [ Friendly ] yes
    [ Smart ] yes, if i want to be
    [ Moody ] yep
    [ Childish ] kinda
    [ Independent ] yea
    [ Hard working ] when I want to be
    [ Organized ] can be
    [ Healthy ] sure
    [ Emotionally Stable ] nope
    [ Shy ] not really
    [ Difficult ] nah
    [ Attractive ] no
    [ Bored Easily ] kinda
    [ Messy ] somewhat
    [ Thirsty ] not yet
    [ Responsible ] yea
    [ Obsessed ] yes. highly
    [ Angry ] not really.
    [ Sad ] yes
    [ Happy ] kinda
    [ Hyper ] Sometimes
    [ Trusting ] yes, mostly
    [ Talkative ] I can be
    [ Legal ] no
    [ Original ] Nope
    [ Different ] Nah
    [ Unique ] some what
    [ Ignored ] i feel like it
    [ Reliable ] depends on the person
    [ Content ] nope
    [ Optimistic ] About some things
    [ Deep thinker ] Yea
    [ Self-disciplined ] no
    [ Sleepy ] No
    [ Lonely ] kinda
    [ sXe ] use to be...not really anymore

    [ Kill ] julie
    [ Slap ] kelsey
    [ Get Really Wasted With ] redgate
    [ Get High With ] kyle
    [ Tickle ] kal
    [ Look Like ] emily
    [ Talk To Offline ] nick and others

    Another one

    // series one - you
    -- Name: katie
    --Birth date: feb 2
    -- Birthplace: the cape of the cod
    -- Current Location: kitchen
    -- Hair Color: brown
    -- Righty or Lefty: right
    -- Zodiac Sign: aquarius

    // series two - describe
    -- Your heritage: i dunno
    -- The shoes you wore today: doc martins, not now...earlier today
    -- Your hair: Brown..
    -- Your eyes: Hazel or Green or something
    -- Your weakness?: people, love, emotions
    -- Your fears:hate
    -- Your perfect pizza: lots of meat
    -- One thing you'd like to achieve: get better at life

    // series three - what is
    -- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
    -- Your thoughts first waking up: nick
    -- The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex: smile
    -- Your best physical feature: lips
    -- Your bedtime: none, but i retire around 9-1...between there
    -- Your greatest accomplishment: kelsey
    -- Your most missed memory: joseph

    // series four - you prefer
    -- Pepsi or coke: coke
    -- McDonald's or Burger King: Whichever
    -- Single or group dates: Doesnt matter
    -- Adidas or Nike: adidas
    -- Lipton or Nestea: neither
    -- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
    -- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
    -- Boxers or briefs: boxers if i had to choose.

    // series five - do you
    -- Smoke: yes
    -- Cuss: fuck yes
    -- Sing well: nah, i dunno
    -- Take a shower everyday: no.
    -- Have a crush(es): yes
    -- Who are they: nick....and others
    -- Do you think you've been in love: nah
    -- Want to go to college: Maybe
    -- Like school: not at all
    -- Want to get married: ;)
    -- Type w/ your fingers keys: no, i use too actually
    -- Believe in yourself: no
    -- Get motion sickness: no
    -- Think you're attractive: no
    -- Think you're a health freak: no
    -- Get along with your parents:not really
    -- Like thunderstorms: yes
    -- Play an instrument: guitar, piano, some violin

    // series six - in the past month, did/have you
    -- Drank alcohol: yes
    -- Smoke(d): yes
    -- Done a drug: yes
    -- Have Sex: no
    -- Made Out: yes
    -- Go on a date: yes
    -- Go to the mall?: yes
    -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
    -- Eaten sushi: no
    -- Been on stage: no
    -- Been dumped: no
    -- Gone skating: like ice skating? no
    -- Made homemade cookies: yes
    -- Been in love: no
    -- Gone skinny dipping: no
    -- Dyed your hair: no
    -- Stolen anything: I dont think so, maybe i did but dont remember but i doubt it

    // series seven - have you ever
    -- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yea
    -- If so, was it mixed company: yea
    -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
    -- Been caught "doing something": maybe
    -- Been called a tease: no
    -- Gotten beaten up: yep
    -- Shoplifted: yes
    -- If so, did you get caught: no
    -- Changed who you were to fit in: a long time ago

    // series eight - the future
    -- Age you hope to be married: no idea
    -- Numbers and Names of Children: none
    -- Descibe your Dream Wedding: doesnt matter
    -- How do you want to die: suicide, or murdered
    -- What do you want to be when you grow up: A journalist
    -- What country would you most like to visit:gah.....CA

    // series nine - opposite(same) sex
    -- Best eye color?: brown
    -- Best hair color?: brown
    -- Short or long hair?: Short
    -- Best height : tall
    -- Best weight: Doesnt matter, like i really enjoy skinny boys
    -- Best articles of clothing: girls pants, on boys.
    -- Best first date location: anywhere
    -- Best first kiss location: no idea

    // series ten - number of
    -- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: 10 or so
    -- Number of girls you have made out with: maybe 4
    -- Number of girlfriends you've had: none
    -- Number of boys I have kissed: 10 or so
    -- Number of boyfriends you've had: 3? i dunno.
    -- Number of drugs taken illegally: no idea.
    -- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3 maybe
    -- Number of CDs that I own: 100?
    -- Number of piercings: ears, 4 times. streching. had labret pierced...
    -- Number of tattoos: had that weird one.
    -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: twice i think
    -- Number of scars on my body: over 100, no lie. last i counted.....112.
    -- Number of things in my past that I regret: lying


    1. Who did you last get angry with: parents probably
    2. What is your weapon of choice: words
    3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex: yes
    4. How about of the same sex: yep
    5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you: Julie
    6. What is your pet peeve: uh...poseurs
    7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily: depends

    1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long
    time: uh....clean my sheets
    2. What is the latest you've ever woken up: 7 at night
    3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: corey dixon
    4. What is the last lame excuse you made: Im sick.
    5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through: yea
    6. When was the last time you got a good workout in: i dunno....its been a while. i walk everyday though
    7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today: once

    1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice: cherry coke
    2. Meat eaters- white meat or dark meat: light
    3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event: dunno. alot.
    4. Have you ever used a professional diet company: hahah yeah
    5. Do you have an issue with your weight: eh..
    6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods: spicy sweet foods
    7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!": never

    1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family): two
    2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family): two
    3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your
    gender of choice during a normal conversation: yes
    4. Have you "done it?":
    5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice: uh....hands
    6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute: no
    7. Have you ever been tested for an STD or pregnancy: no

    1. How many credit cards do you own: none
    2. What's your guilty pleasure store: oh gosh....Sears
    3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it: no one needs that much money
    4. Would you rather be rich, or famous: famous.
    5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks: no
    6. Have you ever stolen anything: yes
    7. Five things that you would never give up: friends, guitar, emotions, lips, room, joseph

    1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of: stopped lying mostly
    2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of: stopped being an ass
    3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life: to live to 25
    4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place: yes
    5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than
    all the other competitors: no
    6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score: yea
    7. What did you do today that you're proud of: considering i lyed to stay home...uh, i made my own breakfast

    1. What item (or person) of your friend's would you most want to have for your
    own: keiras pants
    2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with: chelsea
    3. If you could be anyone else in the world for a day who would you be: amber
    5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own: yes
    6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself: emotions that were happy.
    7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin: i dunno, dont care..

    sigh, im good now.

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2004-11-16 14:31 (link)
wow, that was quite the read. what am i feeling? ah, good question. i've kind of been a little emotionally confused lately. there's a lot going on in my life right now and i kind of just want to get away from it for a while. i can't wait for the long weekend next week, that ought to be a relief.

1)My name: katie
2)Your name: alex
3)Your age: 15
4)What do you think about me: you're amazing <3
5)Do you think about me a lot: yeah
6)More than 10 times a day: yes
7)Think about me in bed: just last night, actually
8)While you sleep: i don't know, can't control it
9)At school or work: yeah i thought about you today at school
10)Would you hug me: of course
11)Would you kiss me: i'd love too
12)Would you really kiss me: yes
13)Would you fuck me: moving kind of fast, don't you think?
14)Would you listen to me: any time you need
15)No matter what: yes!
16)You're in a room with me, do anything you want: i like to be spontaneous
17)Did you really say what you wanted to do: yes
18)Say something to make me happy: i <3 you
19)Label me: awesome
20)Give me some advice: don't think about me so much, it's bad for your health
21)Describe my looks in a sentence: you're a babe
22)Describe my personality in a sentence: err i don't know
23)Are you bored: kind of
24)Gonna post in your journal: no, don't update mine
25)Hate these post things: no it's kind of fun i guess

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2004-11-16 19:57 (link)
1)My name: katie
2)Your name: christina
3)Your age: 17
4)What do you think about me: i think youre so cute and i love talking to you
5)Do you think about me a lot: in a non-lesbian kinda
6)More than 10 times a day: not really
7)Think about me in bed: no
8)While you sleep: no
9)At school or work: no, in school i
10)Would you hug me:of course i would!
11)Would you kiss me:maybe on the cheek ;)
12)Would you really kiss me:no
13)Would you fuck me:no, sorry katie :)
14)Would you listen to me: always
15)No matter what:definately, whenever you need to talk, i'm here
16)You're in a room with me, do anything you want: we can talk and listen to music cause we're so emo <3 lol
17)Did you really say what you wanted to do: mhm, i believe so.
18)Say something to make me happy: katie, you're an awesome girl and you should be happy cause i wuv you!
19)Label me: you little emo kid, you!
20)Give me some advice: don't cry over a boy, they're not worth it and you don't need them, despite what you may think at the time.
21)Describe my looks in a sentence: i think youre pretty :)
22)Describe my personality in a sentence:friendly
23)Are you bored:extremely. i need to do my homework.
24)Gonna post in your journal: i will later on. you should fill it out when i do!
25)Hate these post things:no..


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