yeah, i dont really know what to write. alex is an amazing kid. really you are alex. christina hun, you too. sigh. well. i dunno....nick, gosh. nick. im not even going to say anything anymore....chances are ive already said it more than once. im really confused. this morning i woke up really earlier, and took a walk, layed down in the woods and looked up at the trees, and the colors of the autumn leaves as the sun shined through. it was amazing, and all i can related back to that is nick. yeah. i suck. i know that. ive been crying a lot lately, just to know what it feels like...laying in bed and crying. thinking of how much i hurt. shit dude, im pathetic. i want to go driving and blast music...and listen to it...and look athe the leaves. and just be there. be a live. live yeah. live.
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