some good therapy! :)
oh my god i had such a good night last night. we started at one of the bars downtown- not a bad watering hole. I danced all night long with the four girls i went out with. i had just gotten off work so the girls (sirana, michelle and angel) were altready in the bag... they are so funny drunk... it was a hoot! um, so my friend troy was also out and he made sure that from the time i got there until last call there was always a drink in my had. just gave him my money and he did the drink runs for me. my fuck i got wasted so fast. i got up on the raised dance floor.. it is about four and a half feet off the ground- was up there with a girl named bridgett, and it was fun. in the four yrs that i have been frequenting this bar i have never had the guts to do that. then i was in and out for smokes and stuff and i had some guy named ryan hug me, a friend of troy's named josh, i think, kissed me. i had gone home with troy that night.... i passed out on his couch. sarina, michelle and angel were in his bed smoking and watching a movie. at about 4am the girls woke me up again and we smoked some weed and started drinking again. they left at about 11 am and troy crawled into his bed with me. he rubbed my bad and shoulders and made it feel so good. i knew what he wanted cause occasionally his hand would feel my butt through his silk boxers. oh yea! i was so drunk and soaked when i got back to his place that he got me to wear a pair of his boxers and a tshirt while my pants were drying...lol... see the problem here is that troy is a good guy, we've been through a lot together already but i do not want to get him mixed in my life or me in his. his girlfriend left him rescently too- did not break up with him just picked up all her shit and took off with his two kids and did not say anything to him at all! i think that is really bitchiy! that happened about 4 months ago. well anyways, i just dont think i want a relationship right now and i think i want one with a guy who is a bit closer to y age and who is not hurting as much as he is right now. that bitch wont even let him see his kids, he was a saty at home dad for his two kids for three yrs! and now he has gone 4 months without seeing hide or hair of them... he is hurting and hurting bad. told him i appreciated him making me feel better and snuggling with him but that is as far as it could ever go. he was cool with it which made things a lot better. then i came home and it is 5ish pm. it was a good night.
and tonight.... same thing! i have a house party and then the girls and i are going out drinking at another bar. should be fun. but these girls are my close friends not aquaintances... although the aquaintances are defiantely going to become closer friends cause they were a blast! post later.
Stacie
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