| Current mood: | scared |
| Current music: | Remedy- Jason Mraz |
Loser.
Fuck it. Fuck everyone and everything. I havent slept in 3 days, havent eaten in 2, Ive completely lost all hope in everything. Nothing goes right, i screw up everything that happens to me. I just might be the biggest waste of air in the entire world... Just when things start to look good, when i might be getting some point in my life, when people i love start to trust me again. i fuck it up. Theres really nothing else to say about that. I got asked to do such an amazing thing yesterday. I said something without thinking and i ruined it.. I lost 2 of my best friends.. again. I needed a reason to live, and I had it.. It came to me, and i killed it.
Im sorry to everyone that i let down. Im sorry for everything ive ever done. I love you all so much. Leave a comment, I need something in my life.
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