Tigerlily (brighterdays) wrote, @ 2003-05-13 15:29:00

Current mood:	exhausted
Current music:	Fiona Apple-"Never is a Promise"

=o.o=
Yanno... anger causes a lot more shit than it does good. So does not looking at a situation close enough. I have been doing some stupid things that I didnt even realize I was doing, then when something else happens I go irrational and blow up.

that would be an: OH SHIT.

so I had an OH SHIT yesterday... so for the record...

[x]I blamed him for everything, when I was not even sure of what I was doing.
[x]Realistly, it was just as much my fault as his, go fig
[x]Im not angry anymore
[x]Kinda woke up from what I was doing
[x]Mentally healthier now; I think I can do some personal healing now (havent done that in goddamned months)
[x]Sorry if I upset anyone deeply by this... you know thats not the real me.


I guess I can move on and work on myself for a little while, besides I am about to do the very fun thing of going to prom soon! =^.^= yay! So lets see... a list of folks I gotta talk to:
[x]Jamie-cuz I always do
[x]Freddy-gotta give him this
[x]Kevin-Must see if he wants to hang with me at prom for a little while
[x]Loki-cuz I wanna talk to him
[x]Everyone from SOM-Live is nuts, therefore I disappeared. *sweatdrop* sowwie

There is probably more... but I have to nance off for a little while
ttyl

-Lilly

	barimoney 2003-05-13 20:09 (link)
	YAY! Im first on the list!!!!!!! *feels the loff* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	phoebe 2003-05-13 20:42 (link)
	*snuggles lilly* i loff j00! ^^ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_loki 2003-05-14 02:01 (link)
	Talk with me!? Are you crazy? Hell... thats so dumb I shoulda said it... ;) Whatcha wanna talk to me for? I'd only drive you up the wall like a nascar with superglue on its tyres.... Hmm that would be an interesting picture... Loki (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-05-14 23:11 (link)
	Just cause you love every one in SOM dosne't make me feel any better miss lily....*cries* you betta call me soon to....enjoyed seing you the other day^_^ being this silly 8th grader never gets too!!!!*cries more* still think it was one to many hugs and the rall thing *shivers* not with you hun sorry...heh *plans* (Reply to this) (Thread)