| Current mood: |  peaceful |
| Current music: | Smashing Pumpkins-"Tonight, Tonight" |
*yawn*
Had an interesting dream last night. I will put it in a cut, because I know some people would really want to not read it for personal reasons. Just read the tag and dicide for yourself. And Jamie, I dont think you should read this, I just dont. Okay? Sorry... but yeah...
I was rummaging around in my room, cleaning it for some reason. Maybe I finally got motivated to for some reason.
I found a small box in the closet, cardboard, and inside was my little Steve neko plushie. I pulled it out and lied down in bed, I ended up falling asleep on my side cuddling it. I woke up and I found myself cuddling, and being cuddled, by a real Steve neko. It was him, what can I say, and he had his large black neko ears with greyed pink on the inside, his tail was patchy with black and white.
Needless to say I was suprised by all means, but he cuddled me and mewed, making me giggle a little through already presant tears. We lied there for hours just talking about random and important things, just like we used to through the computer screen. I got to scratch his ears too, they were softer than my own cat's. He kept playing my older brother, as usual, advising me on things and telling me that if I worked at it, things would be alright. He was kind of disappointed that I was in therapy, mostly because I actually told him that I had to see a shrink because of what happened to him. He thought, as usual, that he should not have caused that upon me. I rebuttled and told him why and how much he ment to me and everyone around him, and he gave into my reasoning. He told me that he just wondered why I had let myself get so torn down by things, and after he said it he realized what I had been dealing with. He hugged me close again and understood how bad I had made things for myself. I am just so glad he understood, but then again, he always understood. He gave me a little kiss on the nose, told me that he loved me and everyone else, then said I should get some sleep since being upset took it out of me again. I fell asleep happy though, he would not let me sleep with heavy eyes.
When I woke up, I was just cuddling my Stevie neko plushie.
I dont know what brought that upon me, but it was probably because I needed some re-assurance from everything thats been going on. Life is getting quite busy, and that dream did more good than I thought it would. I woke up to the phone ringing, and luckily I was in the middle of a different dream when I got it. I was happy, suprisingly, for just waking up.
It was Jamie and she made good on her promise to wake me up early. I gave her phone hugs and listened to her and her sister squabble over breakfast. Toby (her kitty) and Molly (her doggy) were being themselves and getting into trouble. I talked to Toby and he was just mewing and purring in my ear, it was cute. Jamie ended up putting Wasabi on her eggs to clear up her sinuses, and honestly, it does not sound half bad.
Sectional was not as pointless as I thought it would be, we got some issues taken care of and I was happy for that. I am sure that the ones who showed up today are going to do a pretty good job teaching the other half who were not.
I am going to see a movie today, most likely Anger Management. Comedy sounds good and I have heard good things about that particular one. I mean come one, Sandler is good but Nicolson too? Thats just classic.
Actually, I have to get going now. *huggles 'n loff*
-Lilly
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