the violinist (br3ak_d_sil3nc3) wrote, @ 2003-11-07 04:52:00

Current music:

Shawn Mullins - Lullabye

I would cry with you if I need to
I am jaded for the past few weeks. I am so cynical about men and relationships after my first heartbreak five years ago, and that sentiment seems to culminate for the past month after hearing my friends' own romantic tragedies. My best friend might be right when he said we belong to the Broken Heart's Club. I'm starting to doubt the power of love.

I would never want to be skeptic about love. If there's one thing I preserved from my heart-shattering experience few years back that's my belief that love works and it's here to remain.

At the same time I was struggling to wake up from my depression caused by an unrequited love, I was zealously protecting "love" from my own disillusionment. It was painstaking to be optmistic about love when I was too torn apart to even fight for myself. If there's one thing about myself that I would applaud to, it would be my faith for love. I would always convince myself that love really works - even if it's not for me. Maybe, that's the reason why I got through tough times.

	slate 2003-11-06 18:51 (link)
	They say all is fair in love and war. I think it's crap. Pain is never fair. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	twnks 2003-11-07 02:54 (link)
	don't lose hope on love.. it's always there but sometimes in the wrong person.. pain, they say, is inevitable. but it doesn't mean that one can;t overcome it.. in due time... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	br0wn_c0w 2003-11-09 03:58 (link)
	All men are jerks. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jodeck 2003-11-16 09:55 (link)
	love really does work... :) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: br3ak_d_sil3nc3 2003-11-16 13:38 (link)
	I really believe it does :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	br3ak_d_sil3nc3 2003-11-20 10:36 (link)
	ey, friendster na tayo :) i added u as my friend na rin here sa blurty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: jodeck 2003-11-21 04:12 (link)
	thanx for adding me here and sa friendster! added u na rin. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)