I had to see Seth today. I really needed a ride. Couldn't get a hold of Racehl or Mike or Jeff or anyone. So I had to call him. It was so hard to be aroud him. He tried to kiss me...I wouldn't let him. I think I am going to cry,
Tennis did not go well. My serves look pretty good but in a match I seem to freeze up. I lost to someone who had never played before 3-2 in a best of 5. She is pretty good but still. I don't know though. Solomon says that 80% of tryouts tomorrow and Friday are based on those matches. I have no idea how many get cut. I think there is like a team of 8 girls and there are like 15. But I could be totally off base. There is only one girl who is a junior and no seniors. Her name is Camilia and she is really good and pretty sweet. Then there is Jordan from Apollo who plays semi pro and is ranked in the state. And of course my good cousin Mandi who played varsity for Pearce in her freshman year. I always seem to be below Madeline and Katie is a really good singles player. But who knows. I really want to make it. I have worked so hard for it. BUT if I don't I suppose it's not the end of the world.
And no Goofy someone started to tell me about you but I stopped them. If I want to know I can find out for myself :).
Oh Lord, I'm not ready for this sort of thing,
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