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the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need (bookbaggrafitti) wrote,
@ 2004-04-25 20:26:00
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    Current mood: numb
    Current music:Three Days Grace- I Hate Everything About You

    x. Father thinks I am: a angel
    x. Mother thinks I am: one fucked up kid
    x. My boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: a whore
    x. Three things you are often complimented for: boobs, personality, ... smile?
    x. You get embarrassed when: I don’t really get embarrassed
    x. Makes you happy: music
    x. Upsets you: lots of shit
    Yes or No...
    x. You keep a diary: yip
    x. You like to cook: Sure
    x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
    x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: no
    x. You bite your fingernails: no
    x. You believe in love: not sure
    Who is...?
    The weirdest person you know: Christine
    The Loudest Person you Know: jessika
    Your close friends: I have a lot
    The Person that Knows the Most about you: kaleb
    What is...?
    Your most overused phrase on IM: pickle
    The last image/thought you go to sleep with: my scars
    Your best feature: I don’t have any
    Inside joke: There are many and I can't think of one

    Do You...?
    Take a shower everyday: yes
    Have a(any) crush(es): um sure
    Think you know you've been in love: I don’t know..
    With who: kaleb
    Want to get married: no
    Have any tattoos?: yes
    Piercings?: yes
    Get motion sickness: no
    Think you're a health freak: kind of
    Get along with your parents: sometimes
    Like thunderstorms: love em
    WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
    Ryan: creepy, but also good for the alcohol partays
    Rob: bob
    Drew: that one kid that’s always selling weed
    Stephanie: hmm she lives in citrus heights
    Aaron: Carter....some people are morons
    Amy: a bitchPaul: a jackass
    Eve: is very sexy
    John: faggots
    Laura: soccer freaks
    Alex: Mexican
    Justin: likes fried eggs and ham
    Rick: can drink a shit load without passing out
    Jacob: and the Technicolor Dream Coat.
    SCREEN NAMES: evil beezey girl .. And more?
    SIGN: sagittarius
    NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown blonde red..
    CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown/ blonde bangs
    EYE COLOR: green
    BIRTHPLACE: Roseville

    ( FAVORITES )
    NUMBER: 33
    COLOR: black and pink
    DAY: I hate days
    MONTH: December
    SONG: moon river
    FOOD: I like water... does that count
    SEASON: winter
    SPORT: running
    DRINK: water
    VEGGIE: broccoli

    ( PREFERENCES )
    CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Make out
    CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Hot chocolate
    MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Milk
    VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Chocolate

    ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
    CRIED? Yes
    HELPED SOMEONE? yes
    BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
    GOTTEN SICK? No
    GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
    GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Yes
    SAID "I LOVE YOU"? No
    WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Yes
    TALKED TO AN EX? Yes
    WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yesTALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yes
    HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yes
    MISSED SOMEONE? yes
    HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
    FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yes
    FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No

    Would You Ever..
    1. Eat a bug? Yes
    2. Bungee jump? Yes
    3. Hang glide? Yes
    4. Kill someone? Depends on the person
    7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? I already have
    8. Parachute from a plane? Yes
    9. Walk on hot coals? Yes
    10. Go out with someone for their looks? No.. I need more then just looks
    11. For their reputation? No
    12. Be a vegetarian? Sure why not
    13. Wear plaid with stripes? Yes
    14. IM a stranger: yes
    15. Sing karaoke? yes
    17. Shoplift? Yes
    18. Run a red light? yes
    19. Star in a porn video? YEAH
    20. Dye your hair blue? Yeah
    21. Be on Survivor? yeah
    22. Wear makeup in public? Uh who doesn’t
    23. NOT wear makeup in public? Yes
    24. Cheat on a test? Yes
    25. Make someone cry? Not purposely
    26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? Yes I’ve done it
    27. Kick a baby? Hell no
    28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? Yes
    29. Cuss out a priest? Yes
    30. Take a job as a janitor? Sure why not
    31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? I always do
    32. Stay up all through the night? Uh I do it a lot acutlly ... like woah

    x: name = Sarah Jeanne Scott
    :x: piercings = 11.. I think
    :x: tattoos = 0
    :x: height = 5'6 or 5'7 depends on the weather
    :x: shoe size = 8:x: hair color = brown, blonde bangs
    :x: length = little past the shoulders
    :x: siblings = heather (18) Nathan (23)

    LAST...

    :x: person you've called = Whitney
    :x: person that's called you = don’t remember
    :x: TV show you've watched =hey Arnold
    :x: person you were thinking of = uh my cat

    DO...
    :x: you have a bf or gf = yip
    :x: you have a crush on someone = uh yip
    :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
    :x: you think about suicide = all the time
    :x: you believe in online dating = nope
    :x: others find you attractive = yes
    :x: you want more piercings = yes
    :x: you drink = yes
    :x: you do drugs = yes
    :x: you smoke = yes
    :x: you like cleaning = fuk no
    :x: you like roller coasters = yes!

    FOR OR AGAINST...
    :x: long distance relationships = for
    :x: using someone = ERR
    :x: suicide = for
    :x: killing people = against
    :x: teenage smoking = for
    :x: premarital sex = for
    :x: driving drunk = for
    :x: gay/lesbian relationship= for
    :x: soap operas = against

    FAVORITE...
    :x: food = water
    :x: thing to do = listening to music, fucking, being fucked up
    :x: sports = running
    :x: drinks = water
    :x: clothes = duno
    :x: holiday = Halloween
    :x: new nerdy saying = werr wayy

    HAVE YOU...
    :x: ever cried over a girl= yes
    :x: ever lied to someone = yes
    :x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
    :x: ever been arrested = not really

    NUMBER...
    :x: of times I have been in love? shut your fucking mouth
    :x: of times I have had my heart broken? Shut your fucking mouth
    :x: of hearts I have broken? = I don’t know...
    :x: of girls I have kissed? 3 or 4
    :x: of boys I have kissed? Err over 50 under 100
    :x: of girls I've slept with? 2
    :x: of boys I've slept with? Er
    :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? Lots
    :x: of people I consider my enemies? Lots
    :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? a few
    :x: of scars on my body? 500 something... yes I did count them I was fucking bored you fucker
    :x: of things in my past that I regret? I regret my whole existence on this earth

    FAVORITE...
    :x: word = bashoink
    :x: nickname = mazey
    :x: guy name = drake
    :x: girl name = mazey
    :x: eye color = bright baby blue
    :x: piercing = lips, or nipples


    DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
    :x: pretty = no
    :x: funny = no
    :x: hot = no
    :x: friendly = yes
    :x: amusing = no
    :x: ugly = yes
    :x: loveable = no
    :x: pessimistic = yes
    :x: optimistic = no
    :x: caring = yes
    :x: sweet = no
    :x: dorky = yes

    :x: Spell your first name back wards x: haras
    :x: The story behind your user name x: it’s a local rock band
    :x: Are you straight? x: no im curvy
    :x: Where do you live? x: rocklin
    :x: 4 words that sum you up x: Stupid Fucking Problematic Idiot

    WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
    :x: In my mouth x: teeth
    :x: In my head x: a brain with holes in it
    :x: Wishing x: I would just drop dead
    :x: After this x: I'm going to sit at the computer and do nothing
    :x: Talking to x: lots of people
    :x: Eating x: myself alive
    :x: If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? x: uh I don’t know
    :x: Person you wish you could see right now x: carlee
    :x: Is next to you :x: my cat
    :x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month x: getting pink tips on my hair
    :x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? Not much
    :x: Do you like candles x: yes
    :x: Do you like hot wax x: yes, on my ass!!! haha
    :x: Do you believe in love x: I don’t know
    :x: Do you believe in soul mates x: kind of
    :x: Do you believe in love at first sight x: kinda of
    :x: Do you believe in forgiveness x: yes and no
    :x: Do you believe in God x: kind of
    :x: Who is your worst enemy? x: I’m my own worst enemy, I’m constantly at battle with myself
    :x: If you could have any animal for a pet x: my CAT ROCKS0R MY BOX0RS EVEN THOUGH HE ONLY USES ME
    :x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up x: hmm been up for a couple days before
    :x: Ever been to Belgium? x: no.. I always have there waffles thought so I consider myself a native
    :x: Can you eat with chopsticks x: yes
    :x: What are some of your favorite pig out foods? x: water
    :x: what’s something that you wish people would understand? My problems
    :x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? die

    Well Whitney is in the hospital... joy joy. I had a long talk with kaleb. I told him to fuck off so I know I’ll get it when I see him tonight. Sounds like fun don’t it. I actually don’t have much to say. Kinda of numb. I cut last night. I hit some nerves. My whole leg kind of went numb. It was weird. It still feels kind of weird. But I’m not really freaking out about it. My sister bought me these little shape things. There multi colored. And you can stick them on your wall. It’s pretty sick. I love adding shit to my room. We ate out at Mexicali rose. Good shit. I’ve been eating there since I was little. Now they have a new one by the old walmart. Coolness I suppose. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. But I guess I have to. Fuck life is shit. Well I'm going insane so toodles my loves.

    hearts;



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