Love doesn't exist (booggy) wrote, @ 2003-05-19 00:02:00

Current mood:

confused

*sigh* Questions. Questions.
look at my face. i seem so pale aight?

gee, when your bf doesn't call or meassage you? what that does mean?

when your bf keeps going out on his bike till wee hours. (eventhough he has school the next day) what does it mean? (of course, i'm not told either)

when your bf spends so much time for himself and his friends. and not you. what does that show?

when your bf have to think twice abt meeting or going out with you. what is that suppose to indicate?

when are bf doesn't reply to your messages? what does that tell?

argh. i just can't figure out the answers..

don't call me a loser. sometimes, guys, i just don't understand.

	kreamz 2003-05-19 00:20 (link)
	i wish i could tell u evrythign..but husshh i dunno him no more.. how he's behaving & blah. is he back to his couldnt-care-less-attitude? (Reply to this) (Thread)

boys.. booggy 2003-05-19 00:37 (link)

i think so.. he rather spend his time with his friends. i'm not sure with whom he's out till wee hours. if with me, "okla, kite alik. i esok ade test. lom blajar la. nanti my dad marah la alik lambat.. whatsoever" my smses were never replied. maybe he's value is low. that's not an excuse. he can make an effort to call. i was so mad at him. when i saw him pat bawah the other day. i walked away. like he was invisible. he just say bye. and.. nvm. i meant. it's ok for him not to call me for a day. but not for the whole bloody two weeks. i hate my life. i meant, if i turun bawah or something. i'll sorda see his friends. i'm embarrased. i mean, everyone will go,"kesian pompuan nie. kene bastard ngan matair die lagik.. ish ish" to me, it's not abt fame. but, i deserve something. not nothing. all i can go, "eh, die matair aku? aku lupe ah." -because i not nuts abt what's with him. argh. no matter how hard i explain. my feelings. it's will be unheard. its uncomprehendable. only god knows. things will nvr get any better.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)