BluJ (bluj) wrote, @ 2005-06-18 03:26:00

Ho-Hum
Ya see that time there...and still wide awake. I took a hardy nap when I got home. I'm a night owl anyway. My partner isn't and she doesn't understand how I can stay up late and sleep in. She's early to bed, early to rise. I just love to sleep. Each day between 3-6pm, I just wanna lay down and go deep. I think the time of when I was born has something to do with my sleeping preference. I was born at 8:49pm and that's about the time I'm most awake and ready to go!

Again, I'll say that I miss being single. There's just something missing and I feel like there's no excitement for me. This is the first relationship I've been in with someone older than me. I do tend to venture into younger women because they keep me interested and I get to show them a thing or two. Older women aren't like that. I want to try talking about it with Cindie but an argument will prevail because she doesn't want to hear it and she thinks she's right all the time. It frustrates me to no end.

Stevanna, at work got me going today. That cutie! Even though she's 20, I'd still have a fling with her. I don't think she's girlfriend material for me but for fun, I wouldn't mind. Does she know I droll over her tight, black slacks she wears and the boots? Haha. Of course, she's very straight but open minded. Even when I told her I miss being single, she giggled as if she knew I was implying it towards her. Which I was. Just too many cute, little blondes coming into the library and I can't flirt!! I'm pathetic, I guess.

Work went well but ya know, sometimes I can't bring myself to be sweet to everyone. I need a vacation which will be soon.

lishy2487 2005-06-19 01:19 (link)

I totally understand what you mean about sleeping. I am the type who stays up all night and doesn't crawl out of bed until atleast 1pm at the earliest......and your the exact opposite with relationships as me....i like older women instead of younger....but i guess its for the reasons why you like being older that i like in women........i like to be the dominate one in person and in bed....but as for the relationships i guess i grew up learning even though everyone thinks "dads in charge" its always the mom who says what is what and will bitch until its her way and thats how i like it .... (Reply to this) (Thread)

bluj 2005-06-19 11:53 (link)

Hmm...maybe you should hook up with one of us. Haha. I agree...it's mom that really wears the pants. Mom runs the show and dad knows it. I like both to be dominate but I like the excitement of my partner learning new things and wanting them 10 times a day. Older women tend to pass on sex a lot...so I'm learning. There for awhile, my meds caused me to not crave sex...but I'm off those now!! HeeHee. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)