|Current mood:|| depressed|
What's wrong with me?
I feel like killing myself. For no reason. I mean really what do I have to offer the world? Why should I need to offer something? Why can't i be happy? Or sad? Or something? Why am I so fucking emotionless!? Why am I such a nothing? and i want so much for someone to save me from myself. and theres no one who can. even if they could there's no one who would want to. and i'm going crazy. everyday i wake up a little less sane, a little more selfish and a little less emotional. sympathetic. i'm not sympathetic or empathetic, i'm just regular pathetic. and moody. and lost.