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The Suicidal Dreamer (bloody_secrets) wrote,
@ 2002-12-24 23:59:00
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    Current mood: depressed
    Current music:bother-stonesour

    drunken abuse
    I'm drunk that gives me a reason to yell at you and make you feel worthless.....yeah well go to hell fat ass.......its not like i asked to knock my bitch of a mother up in the first place........
    I wonder how they would like christmas to be the day i died or at least left........i rather die then extend my suffering......it's not like anyone would care
    *laughs a bit insanely* i wonder what they would do if they woke up tomarrow, all the blinds up and a snow covered me hanging from the tree......"okay everyone back in before we get sick" 2 days laater " i reckon we should go cut whats her face down" If i drown myself in the lake i should sink then no one would know until the select few checked their emails.....I could overdoes but every time i try i wake up or i end up puking my ass off...................
    They wish i never was.....and i wish not to be............ Because no one cares.......cares about me...



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I Think I Know What You Mean...
m0on_child
2003-01-24 06:41 (link)
Ahh... I'm the same way... I think about suicide 24-7, and my brother committed suicide. My life's really fucked up, and I feel like nobody would even care if I died, either. I cut myself, and I overdosed (but like you I always end up vomiting it all up). I hate it when people talk about committing suicide- even though I do- whether I know them or not. I just wanted to let you know that you're not the only one going through this kind of shit.
-Denise

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