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What else should I say? Everyone is gay.
Today was fucking boring. Ryan is suspended until Wednesday .. which sucks major ass for me. He was grounded all weekend too .. so naturally we didnt hang out. Oh yeah .. Josh is suspended too .. but Ryan, being my best friend and all, I'm a little more concerned about him. Holy damn, today went by so slow. I thought the day was never going to end.
At lunch .. once again it was too quiet and rather boring with Josh and Ryan gone .. So I sat there with Matt and Elisha. I realized something .. Elisha is really quite shy around me, He had his head tilted down towards the table, as if he was looking at it .. but out of the corner of his eye, he was staring at me. I swear .. I love him so much, and since my conclusion (about him being shy around me and all) .. i've realized if I dont take the next step myself .. nothing will happen. So know this, Yes we will go out .. Yes, it will be soon ... I just dont know how soon. I guess i'll just have to bide my time, and wait for the best moment .. possibly while we're getting high together .. no? hmm .. yes.
Anyway .. In sixth period .. Kevin was once again telling me how much he loved me .. what the fuck is with him? Stephen was sitting next to me, and we were talking .. like we do everyday, and Kevin looks at me and says "Hey baby" .. and I just sit there pretending I didnt here him, so he pushes on Stephens shoulder to move him back, and says "Move back stephen, I want to see my girl" ... Ok, seriously .. we are not going out. I made the mistake of laughing at something he said too .. because He saw/heard me laughing and said "Oh, you like that huh?" .. What .. the .. fuck.
Getting home was the best part of my day, I got to smoke a big fat bowl as soon as i got upstairs to my room .. which was excellent .. I still have that joint of dank from Justin's mom .. she has really good weed .. I was thinking about saving it for when I was with Elisha .. but the temptation to smoke it is getting unbearable. .. I guess I should ask him soon then. We'll see. Psh .. Fuck .. tomorrow is going to be another boring day .. I can tell. Damn I cant wait until Ryan gets back.
-|[nicole]|-
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