|Current mood:|| sad|
|Current music:||Ashanti -- i found lovin'|
i dont wanna hug my pillow late at night no more.
At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. You are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different. Got that right, i hate people. RAWR!
You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you. who's the someone close to me who can help me out of that situation. b/c it completely sucks fucking ass.
You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset.You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control. hmmmmm...
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire. Trust me, i'm trying to push him out of life...I dont need him in it anymore. he's not helping me at all.
my words to him are "im done"....
i've got a long day ahead of me today. an 11-2:30 & a 5-10:30. i have a feeling i'm gonna end up staying straight thru..i know i'm gonna hit over time again this week. thats alright. i really dont mind. now i go seek some coffee....AGAIN
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