Hitomi's Razor (bleedingrei) wrote, @ 2003-08-08 23:09:00

Current mood:	cynical
Current music:	buzz of PC

I had a frustrating experience with Katie's Grand Prix yesterday. It involves the car dying in the lot of Admiral and me walking home and calling my father to help me move it. I got frustrated even more because I was actually tryingto accomplish something and it did not turn out. That seems to be the theme of my life right now. Miguel came over with his new car and is very excited. I love seeing his face all lit up. You know, a boy with a new toy. He helped me to calm down because I was crying. The car just seemed to add to it. I love Miguel.

Phil and I talked online yesterday. It did not go very well. We can't talk the way that we used to. We are a lot alike and it was odd being so cynical to him. Oh well.

Amanda is such a sweetheart. She is a great person. She is going to have such a great life. Everything about her is great. She makes me feel calm. Her innocence makes me realize that there are still things to live for. There are a lot of reasons.. I just haven't found all of them.

Chloe and I chatted online. It has been so long since that last time. I think we are going to hang out soon.

I have a headache. Tomorrow I have errands to run and tht sucks. I have to wake up early.

	deaaqua 2003-08-08 23:26 (link)
	Oh, thank you sweety! I know your going have a wonderful life!!! I'll be with you forever, even if u get sick of me! Love you honey! (Reply to this) (Thread)