| Current mood: |  distressed |
Still down about college and Phil and this and that. I am obeying orders without any energy whatesoever. I get weary so easily. I am realizing that my physical condition is not very good either. Always tired, my hair falls out rather easily and I am all ready looking pale.
Miguel has been over quite a bit and cheered me up, as always. We went over to David and Vanessa's to look at the Civic DAvid is selling. I think Miguel is going to buy it tomorrow. It is a nice car. A lot better than his old Volvo stationwagon. D and V are fixing up their house. It is looking better.
I read "A Clockwork Orange" today. After Miguel left this morning, it was all I had to do. I did take a walk to exercise myself a bit. This morning with Miguel was funny and nice. It feels so good to make love to him. It really adds to the relationship. I love him so much. I know I often go off on tangents about Miguel, but he is all I have, you know?
It seems like ever tike I tunr around the house becomes a mess. I pick up all the time... I hate it. I want out out out out. Everything around me is so heavy. It makesm e heavy too. Bah, I want to lose weight.
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