A lover you don't have to love (blackheartloner) wrote, @ 2003-10-20 17:15:00

blah.
I hurt: the ones i love.
I love: the ones that have made me who i am today.
I hate: it when i don't know when to shut my mouth.
I cry: when i let my mind stray to the places where it shouldn't go.
I fear: too many things.
I hope: to live unashamedly and be content with what i have.
I sadden: when i think of lost chances.
I feel alone: even when i'm not.
I kill: the urge to run into heavy traffic.
I talk: when i feel so inclined.
I listen: when i am spoken to. (sometimes)
I break: in your pain.
I see: insecurities.
I smell: cigarettes.
I taste: your words.
I work: sporadically.
I remember: you.
I hold: onto the past.
I hide: my face.
I pray: not so often anymore.
I walk: not knowing where the next step will take me.
I drive: people away. [sometimes]
I read: that look in your eyes.
I burn: to know what love is.
I breathe: whenever i'm alive.
I play: with the notion of eternity.
I miss: the sound of your voice and the comfort of your smile.
I touch: but don't look.
I learn: from others' mistakes.
I feel: pretty damn uncertain.
I know: very little.
I said: don't let go.
I dream: the impossible.
I have: all that i need.
I want: you to know that i miss you.
I fall: over things thrown in my path.
I wait: for answers that never come.
I need: you tell me that it will be alright.
I live: for the possible outcome.
I die: everytime i wake.


this isn't my results.. these are somebody else's. but god, they're everything i feel right now.