One last painful kiss*
Bleh. Mikeys right. I AM AN IDIOT. *sniff sniff* I wish I could atlease see him one last time.. I'd tell him every damn feeling I have towards him. I don't know. Bleh. School is a fucking drag now. I'm all lonely. Someone tell me how that works???? ok Check it, I fucking transferred to this fucking school to be with him, then he fucking leaves me there, swearing He's still going to see me, and ends up breaking up with me??? WTF. GOD. I KNOW ITS BEEN A WEEK ALREADY BUT FUCK. I'm so fucking hurt. I don't know. And then he admits he was leading me on, that we're only "friends". He doesn't even treat me like a friend. He treats me as if... as if.... I don't know anymore. I mean I don't understand. Everything was fine the last time I was with him. He picked me up from school. We went to see a movie, came back to my place, and then he just took off. I don't recall doing anything wrong. And then he tells me how I was his "best girlfriend", if thats so then why did he have to leave me???? I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can't stand anything. I can't take this much pain. It, ughhhhhhhhhhhhh...... i give up.... I fucking hate this journal bull shit. This is my last entry.
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