Big Black Heart (bigblackheart) wrote, @ 2009-11-09 01:31:00

if you wanna stand and say fight
we had a long talk last night.

everything seems beautiful when planning for the future.

but in the hour before i finally slept last night, my lousy shadow tapped me on my shoulder.

"it will all fall apart," it said. "every thing you touch."

that always foreboding message has never failed to materialise before. not that i have ever let it stop me from going for what i want, but the catch is that i will surely shatter at some point, and i'll find myself questioning the naiveness every time.

there was a point last night where i wanted to share that exact thought, and even thought of dismantling everything before it even gets to start.

the last time i tried the latter, it didn't work. in fact, it only caused a lot of hurt to everybody. that was some years ago, and i have never done something that stupid since.

what can i say?

do i blindfold myself again?

how many times must a fool fall before he realises that he's already dead?

silly, but i don't think i can not try.



something's coming over me
fever of a hundred and three

and if you wanna stand and say fight
well i can do this all night

i've got the weight of the world on me

not tomorrow
not today
i'll do it anyway you like

something's coming over me
fever of a hundred and three

you've got one chance
take it

something's coming over me
i've lost all feeling
i can't even fake it

something's coming over me
fever of a hundred and three
we've got no second chances

something's got a hold of me
it's our one chance
take it


ready? laser? let's go.

	mel80 2009-11-09 05:39 (link)
	Whatever will be, will be. Just give it a try, if you will. We will be right behind you :) (Reply to this) (Thread)