Turn around bright eyes (belowthesurface) wrote, @ 2004-05-12 12:27:00

Current mood:	sick
Current music:	nothing

Ahh!
Today=Gay

Just plain gayness has been surrounding me. I'm gonna TRY to get over HIM cause theres no point in trying anymore[I can see his class from this library window...Sigh]. Hes happy with her. Everyone knows I like him, which it gay. Oh well, I can't do anything about it now except move on.

Its so hard to give up on something you've been holding onto for so long. :( This sucks.




This is where I say Ive had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty
sure that few would notice. And this apartment
is starving for an argument. Anything at all to
break the silence.

Wandering the house
like I've never wanted out
and this is about as social as
I get now. And I'm throwing away
the letters that I am writing you
'cause they would never do
I would never do.

So don't be a liar
don't say that everything's working
when everything's b r o k e n.
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me.









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unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil
demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly
with humans, but they will watch over them all
the time. Humans say that when a miracle
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	oh Sam (Anonymous) 2004-05-12 19:01 (link)
	Boys are silly. Getting over them is.. like I said.. the hardest thing. And I don't get why. Pluhh. I'm sorry. Sooner or later, you'll find someone better then him, even if he seems perfect right now. Believe me. And in the meantime, you can always count on your friends. True true. Why am I not telling myself the same things? -Jordan (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Oh Jordan belowthesurface 2004-05-12 19:07 (link)
	I wish I could believe it, but something is saying "Dont give up." I hate it. I CANT EVEN THINK RIGHT NOW.. I just WISH he could see how much he means to me. I love you and thanks, your advice will help me out sooner or later. Samantha (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)