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I have a runny nose.
I had a nice chat with Allie tonight. It made me feel more at ease about some of the things going on inside my head right now. Since she's the only one who knows about this journal, I think that I can safely say that I feel closer to her then anyone else in the group. I can talk to her, sort of like I can talk to Suzen. Infact, Allie and Suzen are a lot alike and I enjoy that. Of course no one is exactly the same and it's their differences that make me like them even more! I really meant it when I said Allie would be a bridesmaid at my wedding someday. I feel very close to her. :)
I keep getting e-mails from people about skating. My name was left off the brochure the summer training center and at first I was quite upset by the whole thing. But I have to keep telling myself that I'm new at all this and I have to learn the ropes. Kevin e-mailed me tonight, explaining the same thing that two other people have explained to me. I wrote him back and told him that I understood, and that it was a faux-pas on my part and the girl who was doing the calling. I'm ok with it now. I just want to make sure that I don't make a name for myself as being a bitch, because that would be bad. Someone all ready made a comment similar to that when I started coaching up the shore, but I think that I proved that I'm not a bitch, nor the wicked witch of the west.
Hmm, I'm tired. My nose is running and I have skating at 9:00 tomorrow morning. Then I have to study all day. I have two history exams within 24 hours of one another. So much material to cover in such little time! Irish History and American History... and the sad thing is that I can't even relate one to the other! Erg.
BTW: Does anyone know how I can make the font smaller in this journal? It's so large that it makes me very unhappy. I want something neat and small. Any suggestions?
Oh well, sleepy time now!
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I feel the same way, sweetie. It's nice to have someone to talk to in that group...most of the time it all feels so fake, and I feel so out of place. So, thank you! CAN'T WAIT till all this exam crap is over and we can all relax and perhaps rid ourselves of bullshit and negative feelings. Let's hope.|
Take care, sweetie.
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