Entry #1
I sometimes believe that I am a mental patient who has passed normal society standards. You see, everyone around me is so crazy they fail to notice that I seem to be slowly losing my mind day after day. I have always been "popular" in a sense, but never for the same things or most importantly the right reasons. When I was younger, I was picked on, but I always stood up for myself. I was told I was ugly by some then beautiful by others, until finally come 14, the boys just started calling me sexy. Still, I had friends. Different friends, backstabbers, bitches, nice ones, fake ones, temporary ones, I was always on a quest to find somebody because my at home life, contrary to popular belief, was soo bad. If I wasn't getting picked on, lied to, or put-down, I was getting beaten, or cutting myself, or psyching myself up to take my life. I don't know what pills Anna Nicole overdosed on, but mines, (and I have quite a few), never worked.
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 nowordz2speak
2007-06-03 20:49
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I know how you feel. I used to cut and try to OD but eventually I got to a place where I just couldn't hurt myself anymore. People did that enough for me. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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