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these exiled years (beatles4evr64) wrote,
@ 2005-05-11 10:57:00
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    Current mood: scared
    Current music:old mix from junior year summer

    " so your leaving in the morning"
    so for once i know im not the only one that feels this way... i want to stay here more then nething but i want to go home too.. i know what id miss if i stay.. and i know what id miss if i went...
    i just cant help wonder what is left at home.. i know how things were....
    my last exam is tommorrow at 4 and then thats it.. i really cant bring myself to study.. cause well i guess if i dont i think it will never come... im just scared cause the last time i felt like this was when i came here... what seems liek a very long time ago...
    i just cant help but wonder i guess... could it be the same all over again.. can i make it.. will i last more then two weeks before i dont want to deal with it...
    im not sayin i will im just saying thats what happened before... and that just me.. its not neone else..
    this is going to be the longest hardest summer of my whole life... 3 and half months... thats like the same amout of time that this semester was... i cant imagine...
    im going to miss this like no other... my heart cant even comprehend this pain again.. or how much pain ill be in come friday nite...

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