Aileen (beansprout) wrote, @ 2004-01-15 04:39:00

Cancer strikes again
Ok, so before you start reading this post look at the time I'm writing this at...Yup that's right 4:39 am. GRRRRRR being sick pisses me off. I have possibly the worst cold ever right now. I'm pretty sure it's sinus related because when I press down on my sinuses, I can feel stuff moving around. Was that too much for ya? LOL.

Whenever I'm sick I have really weird dreams. For instance, tonight I dreamt that my Dad was the President of the U.S. which is rather funny considering he isn't even officially a citizen. I didn't like being the President's daughter though, I'm definitely one of those people who has a hard time with spotlights. I did see Chasing Liberty on Sunday night, so I think this dream stemmed from that.

So yeah..........I got my lab results back a few days ago, and my ALL (Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia) is back. I suppose this means running that half marathon in Alaska for a leukemia charity is now out of the question huh? Well that sure sucks. What they're saying now is if I don't get a bone marrow transplant soon I won't reach 21. On the positive side though I'm a triplet with an identical sister as well as 6 other siblings, so there's a pretty good chance one of them is a match.

Robyn whom I love more than anything right now is being a dear and getting the rest of my stuff (hardly anything though) from Berkeley on Sunday. Considering pretty soon I'll be too tired to really do anything, I don't think it makes much sense to pursue that.

I'm thinking if they don't put me in the hospital for this cold tomorrow I'm going to go rent some Blockbuster movies. I haven't rented anything since this summer. That will be a nice relaxing way to spend my Thursday.

You know, it's really amazing how you can be fine for 12-13 years, and all of a sudden out of nowhere it comes back. Right now I don't even feel sick (well, besides this damn cold).

So anyways, I figured since I couldn't sleep I'd update this thing to let you know I don't know how much it will be updated any longer. I'll probably get on the computer a little, but I think I'll spend more time doing more important things. But I'll end up updating every once in awhile.

Ok, I'm off to make some tea and attempt to fall asleep. Night :)

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