more than just a little bit.
Little Bit (feat. Lykke Li) - Drake
I cant watch or see you. I hate my home. Its not my home, it was our home. I get by, but whats getting by really? Just wasting time. Still spinning, still not sure what happened. I know what the stakes were and I know I lost but what happened? Im finally losing hope. Took awhile huh? Bet youre relieved. Im completely out of your hair. I try to remember what you felt like, what your lips tasted like, but I cant anymore. I remember what not hearing from you feels like, what not getting a text back feels like, what being ignored and pushed away feels like, what being sober feels like, what sleeping alone feels like, what having no one to call when im walking on the freeway feels like. I learned that hard way but Im still not really sure what I learned. Im always going to be me. Im always going to be pessimistic, but im also going to be successful. I cant stand the thought of you bringing me down. youre getting in the way of me coming up. I waited it out to see if you would come through and help elevate me but I have everyone yelling at me to get over it, that youre giving me no reason to wait, and they are right. you made the decision. you are the only one who really knows why. It wasnt the drugs. Why did I think that? Its just me. Heres to coming up. you did. now its my turn. i turned back into the person that gives my friends a reason to stay. youre pushing everyone away. think about what the fuck you are doing. I had to its only fair.
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