beanrmcbeanrson (beanrmcbeanrson) wrote, @ 2009-06-13 00:51:00

I love myself
Right now, I hate myself. Every last inch.

Inescapable panic. I wont cry in front of you. No sir. I feel like cutting off a limb, so that I might be closer to getting away from myself somehow. I want to get rid of a piece of this awful mess.


Where can I go? Everywhere I go Im alone. I know that not what I need right now. I cant afford to take any more steps backwards.

How many steps have I really even taken forward?


Fuck.