Stephen Patrick McNally (bbmak_mcnally) wrote, @ 2003-07-29 21:30:00

Big update time


*sits down at my computer and waits impatiently as it boots up, clicks Blurty and positions the computer more comfortably in front of him* *rests my wrists on the laptop and cracks knuckles, sighing softly and sneaking an ironic smirk*

You ever wake up, think about your accomplishments in your career, and just feel like tossing it down the crapper? You know...it's so insignificant when you actually have real priorities ahead of you, with real people who will always love you for you, not for your status or your face.

Never thought in a million years I, Ste McNally, at 25, would have everything so securely. It just felt like yesterday I met her...*smiles softly*

Started thinking about it when I saw J.D.'s update about Love. I remember when I asked her...god it was impulsive, but some things you just know are right. I looked at her, she looked at me, and it was just...*chuckles* it was like that, it was just so god damn perfect. Wouldn't be an exagguration if I said I saw the rest of my life flash before my eyes... *snickers* Almost seven months later, I'm going to be a daddy...A DAD. I'm bringing something in this world, something that is just the most perfect, amazing, beautiful combination of the both of us...I know this is getting cheesy, but I just...it's just so...

I'm speechless, I really am. I feel so dumbstruck. Started talking with my dad and he give me that father to child look and patted me on the back. I don't know what the future will bring with me and my life, but I know that I just can't wait to look Isabella in the eye and give her the same look and atleast try to give her advice. Maybe I wont suck too bad at this job. *smiles*

*blinks a tear and dries my cheek with left fist, closes my eyes tightly for a second then opens them again, looking back at the screen* Thank you, baby. I love you...so much. Where are you when I need you these nights?

My friends, I love you. Christian, Mark, Nick, J.D., Love, Eliza, Alyssa, Ewan, Ali (bye..), John, Maj, everyone else who I missed, I'm really not all that popular...but anyway, thank you. THANK YOU. I love you guys...all of you. I've just needed to think. When you're by yourself in damp England it feels like all you can really do.

Til next time...

*rakes a hand through my hair then rests my hands back on the computer, moving index finger over the touch pad and clicking "post"*

	brokster_bri 2003-07-30 01:04 (link)
	Well I can tell I'm not loved lol I thought we were friends just Kidding I know we are. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bbmak_mcnally 2003-07-30 01:46 (link)
	oops sorry, man (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: brokster_bri 2003-07-30 13:33 (link)
	It's ok Ste. I was just teasing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jennifer_love_h 2003-07-30 01:34 (link)
	*Smiles* JD needs to talk to you. *giggles* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bbmak_mcnally 2003-07-30 01:44 (link)
	Reeeeally? *smiles* 'bout what? Did he say anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: jennifer_love_h 2003-07-30 08:57 (link)
	*Flashes ring* About a certain day in October - that your wife has to help me pick out. I'll let him ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bbmak_mcnally 2003-07-30 14:10 (link)
	*smiles* K...I'll give him a phone call. By the way, congratulations again! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: jennifer_love_h 2003-07-31 12:58 (link)
	*grins* Thanks Ste. You're the best! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

missrussell 2003-07-30 01:37 (link)

I do think about my career and the accomplishments that have come and gone....a lot more since Isabella's going to be here in a few months and our little family is going to grow. *smiles* I know you saw the entry from way back in November that I posted about wanting to find someone special and to have a little one....and I have that. I have you, and Isabella..and my life is complete. I never really thought that I'd be happy not acting...but even if I'm cranky and bored...for that I'm sorry. I know my moods can be a little weird, but anyway... even when I'm cranky and bored...I know that I have what I want in my life, and at this point I can say that I could NOT act again and still be happy. You've made my life complete and I'm lucky to have you... I love you so much...*smiles again* and I wouldn't change anything about the life we're making together. Everything about the way you asked me to marry you...the wedding itself..everything was perfect. Honestly, I couldn't have asked for anything more special, and I know that every time I look at our little girl I'll have another reminder of that day. Wow. Seven months. It doesn't seem like it's been that long at all....but..I guess it's been almost that, hasn't it? Just under three months and we'll have Isabella here with us.... I can't wait to see you holding her....to watch you two get to know each other and to hold her and watch her grow up myself... *shakes her head* shit. I'm gonna cry. *laughs quietly* My mother called last night....we talked for a couple of hours and she made me cry...which really isn't hard to do lately. She told me about how scared she was when she brought my brother home...and how she thought she had an idea of what to do when she brought me home, but that it was totally different that time...*shakes her head* I know that you're going to be an amazing father, even if there's bumps along the way. I know this because you're an amazing husband, and my best friend. *bites her lip and blinks, then laughs a little* and here's that crying I mentioned earlier. *laughs quietly and wipes her eyes* I love you too, more than I can ever tell you. Where am I? Curled up on our bed with the computer and wishing I could be with you... Call me whenever you read this...I wanted to tell you about the doctor's appointment I had today. *smiles* I love you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bbmak_christian 2003-07-30 18:14 (link)
	*blows nose* That was beautiful.. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bbmak_mcnally 2003-07-30 19:59 (link)
	:-\ Yeah, but how're you doing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: bbmak_christian 2003-08-01 19:42 (link)
	I'm good. I came home early. Where the bloody heck are you, mate? I want to meet up with you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	e_dushku 2003-07-30 21:11 (link)
	:; (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_nickcarter_ 2003-07-30 21:18 (link)
	Hey, man. Damn.. if only I could, I'd give you a hug right now. You know very well that I'm around if ever you need me. Just.. *smiles* cheer up, bro. It'll all be over soon and you'll be back in L.A. before you know it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

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