| Current mood: | indescribable |
| Current music: | me screaming to whatever music has screaming |
Seriously ... seriously
I was having a fucking good day when I woke-up until all about a hour or more so ago. I seriously fucking can't take life. I fucking hate everything in my exsistance. I fucking complain like this ONLY if it's a matter that gets really serious, and it just gets fucking worse after that. I fucking wish if I was dead for a day it'd be this days of all holy days. There is nothing other than one thing that can make my day any better and it's far from winning the stupid fucking lottery. I don't see it happening anytime soon anyways becuase it's something that I fucked up as wel, just like like Midus's touch. I seriously just want to not be here anymore at all. In this chair, state, time zone, country I'm not sure. I just seriously wish I can punch whatever that just just JUST happened before in the face and flip off everything else and just walk away with nothing on my back. *shakes* Urgh. I need to like go out somewhere, or a vacation. I think I might try to spend the night somewhere. I don't know becuase I never do. I can do things myself becuase thats how I got stronger and keep getting stronger.... urgh, just urgh. I don't know how I think I'm going to get out of this house until I really take all my stuff and go bymyself, I have to get away from shit .No more. Urgh.... blehhhhh
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 illusion_sage
2004-05-06 00:25
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would you calm down a bit, just a bit, and think. go grab an ice cream cone, or something cold, and go to a forest, or wood, and just sit, and get away from it all. yes, you know it'll just be there to get you when you return, but for that moment, its not there.
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i dunno, it might help. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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