|Current music:||Story of the Year|
Hello there the angel of my nightmare
Well being home schooled is pretty cool.
Good thing my heart is a black hole or I would be having some serious problems with it.
Amy is hanging out with Bill.
I am so jealous of them they are so happy together.
They never fight they never get mad at each other and they take everyday as a blessing.
They know they will never seriously be apart so they live every day eager for the next.
Bill is really nice though I like him, he deserves Amy.
But in a way I don't like him because I know once Amy graduates she'll leave me.
She will go live with Bill and AFI.
And Amy I love her lots nothing could ever make me hate her.
But then I get so jealous of her because she can just be happy.
And then I hate myself because I am the reason I am alone.
I'm sorry I wasn't everything you ever hoped for.