Another day gone by...
Hey. Avril said I should update. Maybe it will be like a chain; Joel has Avril update, Avril has me Update, I have someone update. See? Maybe it will work out! -smiles-
Kristin is mad at me, I think, because I was telling her stuff about David. I told her about how I tried to seduce David -giggles- and she didn't like it, but David was all goody-goody and wouldn't do ANYTHING. Can you believe he denyed THE Benji? Yeah..I know. I was shocked too!
On the subject of my brother and Matt. I don't know. I'm really down about it for some reason. Joel is my brother and I want him to be happy, but for some strange reason I'm really, really jealous! UGH! I love Matt dearly..I just feel akward around both of them now. Joel has always been there for me when I need something and I feel like if He's with Matt he won't be there when I need him. I don't want that to happen. I mean, no matter who I am ever with, I'm always there for Joel no matter what. I'd take a bullet for him and I wouldn't even think twice. I just hope that he can see I'm happy for him but at the same time I'm worried. I just love you so much, Joel, and you know that! I felt like crap last night after reading his update. I just felt like I lost him at that point. I also don't want anything to come between Matt and I because we're buddies!
On to Tonykins. -mwah- I'm falling for Tony - hard and fast. MmMm Yeah baby..hard and fast. Okay [/end dirty mind mode] I keep ramming stuff down his throat...and giving him medicine too -smiles- I hope he's getting better!!!! I want to be around him, but I can't get sick. Not with all these shows we have going on. I'm so happy he's with me though. I haven't seen him in a while, but when we did that benefit acoustic set in Philly he came down from Chi-town just to visit me. Aww how sweet? It was so mushy because after we played a few songs I said some crap to him about how I loved him and that he's my best friend. Hehe. You KNOW you loved it Tony! Then he was in our bus because we had to leave for Charlotte, NC as soon as possible because we had a show there that night, he was catching food in his mouth when he had his head out the window. He's weird, yes, I know.
Uh....Avril made me update so I want to say mad props to her. Wow this one was pretty long. Much love...
BenGAY
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