|Current mood:|| aggravated|
|Current music:||Fame - David Bowie|
I wrote a very long post about my friend, Matt, the other day .. but while i was trying to save it, it disappeared. Then as i was about to attempt to re-type it, i realized it simply wasn't worth it because i quickly got over what was bothering me. That was only two days ago. Now i'm here to write about him again.
When i think of Matt the first words that come to my mind are arrogant, selfish, stubborn, show-off, egotistical, etc .. not very pretty words. Granted i know tons of people that those words also apply to, it's just with Matt, they stick out on the surface.
I sorry, but today really did it in for me. Religion is a touchy subject for a lot of people. My friends know what i believe in and what i don't believe in. They know i don't associate myself with any religion, mostly any religion that associates itself with "God" you know, the big guy, the pie in the sky, J.C. and all that hullabaloo. Just because i went to a Catholic high school doesn't mean anything. So, i think my friends would have the decency not to tell me that i "should go to church on Sunday" because of "God."
People should watch what they say, for a comment like that is esily offensive to many people. Especially even if you know their beliefs don't center around that. Hell, even if you don't know what they center their beliefs around .. saying something like that to just anybody could put you in the shithole.
And it's not just this little tiff that's gotten me riled up. It's everything about him. Telling me i should be happy and i should "put on a smile" because he bought new drums, or that i should be excited he was quoted in the village voice (you work for forbes, the village voice is nothing to jump for joy over), or that i should be proud that i have a friend like him because he's in a band and he's going to be a "rockstar." Who gives two fucks? I know tons of people that are in bands or have been in bands in the past. Knowing another one is going to make me wet my panties. Especially since you idolize Bon Jovi and Bono .. two people that just don't belong together in any way, shape, or form.
Get off your damn high horse and fall down a flight of stairs.