| Current mood: |  bitchy |
| Current music: | linkin park |
do u ever feel like everything is falling apart>
i feel like nothing is working out. he likes me :) that did work out. but now i dont know if were dating or what. ii t feels the same. im glad. but still i havent felt this way in a long time. i dont know why. i cant control it nemore. maybe i should just let it take control. kelsey just found out her dad IS making her go to minnasota with him. i cant deal with all of this. i feel like shes the only one i can trust. people suck. stupid fucks. im not ready to go back to school. that means face all the ppl i dont want to. i hate school. i dont want to talk about it nemore. i got glasses today. yeah. i dont have to wear um all the time though. im back in that bitchy depression mode. i hate fucking mood swings. i need to learn to be honest with ppl instead of holding all my feelings about them inside. its killing me. i need to come out. no more innocent quiet caitlin. im gunna be real. i hope. i dont mean to come off bad. maybe i should work on this. i think i will go see that counsler just to make her happy. maybe it will help me i dont know dont think so. but im gunna give it a try. i guess i just do all this hsit cause its easier to run then face the truth. ill think about that. <<3 caitlin
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