Heroin Laura (asxetookmystash) wrote, @ 2003-05-26 12:05:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	jimmy eat world

So yeah I haven't posted in this for a while. I find myself quite irritating reading over this.
For a while things got better. Now there's more drama. Why is there so much drama i hate it so much.

Apparently i ditched geo and some other people at the fair and was bitchy to them but I don't recall that. We left to go smoke a bowl and couldn't take them with us because it wasn't out bowl and it wasn't our reefer. And it would've been really sketchy to have 10 kids walking through the woods looking for a good spot.
Well anyways that day was fun up until the point of people being douche bags.

Kath drove and actually picked me up at my house and we drove to the fair where we saw geo and shana and jordan for a bit then we bounced to go find cass n sean because i needed to get some shiat to them then we went back and went on a few rides and bounced again once we found alana. we walked around for a while trying to find a good place to puff but we didn't have enough time because ari was coming so we went and got ari and then went back to find a place. so we ended up in the same place that they puffed last year in the baseball dugouts. and alana called todd and we smoked a little bowl then todd came and we smoked some of alanas reefer in todds chillum which was so cool. todd rolled a joint and alana, todd n i passed it around for a few hits and then todd left and we went back to the fair and wyler came. alana and wyler went off for a bit and ari, kath and i wandered around for a while. everyone in my grade was looking at me maybe it was just me being paranoid though. too bad softball isn't over.
so we made plans to go to chris's house and then i called geo to see what he was doing and he said i needed to apologize but I didn't because i didnt have anything to apologize for. and he was being a douche bag.

so that brought down my high a lot which was sad because i was so happy. and i was starting to really like geo again.

so i've still refused to apologize but i tried to work things out. whatever. at least i tried it's up to him now.


yeah so. yesterday was kinda lame i just sat at home. smoked a bowl and the phone rings- who is it but my softball coach. ahh wierd. she was just calling to remind me of the game on tuesday.


i'm trying to find something to do today. i was outside in the pouring rain for two hours or something it was nice but now im bored. and upset.

so im out.

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