It's always been my belief that we as humans aren't able to stay happy for too long without questioning when the happiness will disappear -- especially those of us who have been hurt so many times before. I know from personal experience that it usually feels like something HAS to go wrong soon. Permanent happiness doesn't seem possible for me. With that being said, I think it's a self defense mechanism to make things worse or more complicated than they really are in an attempt to ruin things before something or someone else has a chance to. I don't know if that makes much sense, but it's what I've observed.
I would be more than happy to be the one to kick some sense into you, if you'd only let me. I've been thinking about you a lot, Ashley. I understand that you needed some space, but I miss you.
Hey, I just wanted to leave a quick note to tell you that I'm thinking about you. :) You're off at rehearsal right now, and seeing as I have nothing better to do, leaving a comment seemed to be the best option. Thank you for letting me come out to spend time with you, there's nowhere I'd rather be right now.
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