| Current mood: | mellow |
| Current music: | Colorblind - Counting Crows |
Well....I really don't know where to begin. And for once, starting in the middle just might be the best place.
First of all, I have to thank Dan. He's been letting me crash at his place for a while and we've been a lot of help to each other. I've been helping him watch the little ones and we've been kinda....talking about things. I've been trying endlessly to cheer him up with my lame jokes, but sometimes I think he's only laughing to appease me. I can tell he's hurting, that he's trying to be strong for the family and I really truly wish that I could do something. All I can do is show him the same kind of friendship he's shown me. Whatever you need man, I'm here for you, I promise.
I don't know what I would have done if it weren't for the new friends I've made in the past week, God you all are amazing. I think I will definitely elaborate more tomorrow when I'm far more awake and can do the rest of my week justice....just know that I'm not forgetting about you *smiles*
So, someone has kept me in deep conversation all night and after long, hard deliberation on certain topics, I'm exhausted - in all best ways possible, of course. Stimulating conversation comes along once every few weeks or so, so I am eagerly awaiting the next one.
So, now that I've brought Spanky back to Orlando and I could tell he really missed the beach. I let him out today and the dog ran straight into the ocean! He loves the water and I guess I realized how much I missed it too.
So anyway, I guess I'm out. Tomorrow is a new day, fresh with no mistakes in it and I can't wait.
~Ash~
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