AshFurnace (ashfurnace) wrote, @ 2004-09-28 11:35:00

Current mood:	nerdy
Current music:	Sureshot - Yellowcard

George Bush vs John Kerry, hmmmm
I made it more than one month of classes without skipping a class until right now. I skipped so I could have time to write in here, not really, I was just tired cuz I stayed up too late last night. A bunch of us stayed up playing uno for way too long.

Friday night Alicia was supposed to come and we were gonna stay in and bond but she didn't show up so at least we still had enough time to go out though. We decided to go to Emo Evan's, Chad Hatch's and Greg someone from Massena's house. It was probably the best time I've had out so far this semester. It was practically a Massena Central High School reunion. The best thing about the place was that they actually played decent music. Me and Elijah met a few Clarkson kids that are cool shit. We're gonna keep going there. Jenna got WAY too drunk and a bunch of us had to take care of here. Kyle had to come pick her up because there was no way we could walk her home. I ended up being up till after 4 because she was out of control.

Saturday we decdied to go back to 61 Elm. Jeremy kept giving me and ELijah free jello shots because he loves us. It was an alright time until I started to take a drink of my red powerade/vodka mix and some guy bumped into me knocking it all over me. It was dripping from my face and my hair and all over my shirt and pants so I left and Kyle and Eli came with. Walking home I saw a sign in the yard of the aprty we were at that said "You honk, we drink" and I wanted it so I took it and ran. Then ELijah found this tree in a pipe and she took it. Once we got back to the quad we took like 20 feet of caution tape and put it up around our room.

I went to bed around 2 because I had to get up for work in the am. That didn't happen. Eric, one of the CLarkson guys we met on Friday called Eli drunk and didn't know how to get back to Clarkson so he wanted to come over. He was ridiculously drunk and sooo funny. He kept saying dumb shit and I laughed for 2 hours straight. I regretted staying up until 6 am the next day during my ten hour shift but it was fun nonetheless.

Me Eli and Kyle went to see Fahrenheit 9/11 last night in Massena again and it always riles me up. I don't understand how anyone could want Bush to be our president again. It may sound dumb but I am pretty excited to vote. Ok that's it till next time, enjoy

Go here, it's hilarious

lost cause? emotessa 2004-09-29 14:41 (link)

So i know this is probably stupid but i wanted to write. i always read your journal entires and u still have me listed as a friend in your blurty friends so i figured maybe its not a complete lost cause. I know taht i shouldnt have let jordanna call you this summer and it was really immature. theres really no apology that makes up for it and i know saying i was drunk was a lame excuse. tahts all i could say tho...there wasnt any other reason for doing it than being drunka nd sumwhat bitter...i guess i just felt angry and upset bc i sorta felt used and unappreciated. i realize now that u were as busy as i was this summer and that sumtimes some friendships just arent in distance what they were or wouldve been when within reach. its true we were neveer as close as i wanted but tahts not sumthin i should have ever blamed you for. i have problems and sometimes its good for people to keep their distance, so maybe you were right, but that doesnt deny the fact that we had so much fun together when we were "close" and when we did hang out and/or taht you WERE one of my favorite people...which is why i took it so hard when i felt rejected. unfortunately im not a person who accepts that well even when its remote and minor. so anyway i guess this is just an apologya nd maybe a reach out. id like to stay in touch. i still read your journal entries and your away messages. im glad youre having fun at school and i do miss u. i read the letter you wrote me at the hospital sometimes and i have the picture hanging on the wall. when i feel emo i think of you, and i of course have always been easily emo lol. well ill be here somewhere im sure...you can always catch me on emohazelc84... and as for that concert in clifton park...ill be there so maybe ill c u...i only live ten mins away...youre talking about the one at northern lights right? we always have good concerts there... well... thats it... bye (Reply to this) (Thread)