| Current mood: |  jealous |
All I feel is hurt...
I feel sick, I feel like throwing up and I feel a hurt that rarely occurs. Why do I come back for more when all you do is mistreat me? Knowing that it would hurt me you say things- you yourself would grit your teeth at. Maybe it is my fault , but you're there and I'm here.
Something told me that someone's on your mind. So she's cuban and you seem happy, if you aren't and you're preteding then you're a bigger jerk than I thought. To top off a fucked up week- this is all I needed.
I hurt inside. Your words hurt me, your actions make me cringe, but most of all your smile makes me wanna cry.
I wanna cry like I'm 2 years old, like someone stole my lolipop, like someone pushed me in the playground.
Like I said before, it's better that I stay away because already you're breaking my heart.
She'll be the woman in your life and even when I come I'll be a nobody.
I'm always the girl that's temporary never the one to stay.
I love you already.
That's why it hurts.
That's why I stayed away.
And that's why i'll try hard to forget you.
I can't be hurt again, I won't survive this time.
I hate the way you make me feel, I hate that I can't seem to get over my feelings for you.
I hate that I fell in love, I hate that you know you got me like that.
I hate you because I love you.
Loving you was never good for me
no illness can make me hurt more than your words.
I hate that I feel so helpless whenever it's you.
I hate that I caught feelings, I hate that you live where I used to live,
I hate that I got involved in the first place.
I hate that you make me feel this way.
I'm just another check box on your to-do list
Love is pain but pain shouldn't be love.
No use crying bout it, i'll have to do without it-
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