Let's just say that just like in " A Bronx Tale"- Kayla and Matt have bought their way out of my life and it was an easy job... I'm not surprised that Kayla would be doing sum grimey shit like this since she is a nasty, dirty, babykiller who is by the way a fucking cow who brings nothing but misery ( I finally realized this)- I mean how can u have 3 abortions within 3 years?? At 19 yrs old? Just like mz.ex said- look around you and check out the people around you- do they bring nothing but misery? I get to choose whom I let sit in the front row of my life- Kayla isn't one of em- most def- plus she is too simple minded bitch can't even spell definitely correctly- but 3 abortions before age of 20? That is SICK- it's chicks like her that make me sometimes rethink prochoice- I mean yes a woman should have the right to her own choices since it is her body but to nonchalantly have abortions and use getting pregnant to trap a guy? It's completely disgusting and I am glad that I'm finally out of that friendship. But Matt, wow- I never thought that he would get that desperate as to "meeting up" with my ex best friend. That to me is the outmost betrayal- not only that but it's like he found a new person to nag, stalk, and "save"- The fucking loser is dying to be someone's hero- well it ain't happening if you're the weak one doll- First of all the kid has every imaginable thing wrong with him- he has the nerdiest laugh, is a geek by definition but most of all he is one of those ugly, dorky guys who aim a lil too high and always sweat chicks that he could never be with- Kayla and him are PERFECT for each other lol they'd have sum lovely DR/PR/Arab kids lol short ones too!!! Rob has been killing me- he is the bomb when it comes to this shit- cuz unlike sum plain average Joe and Suzy- he has a personality- one that is not annoying- and he knows how it is to live the hard life- the one where ya parents don't just hand u shit and u have it way easy but sit there and lecture everyone on how to live life. Don't get me wrong I'm not jealous at all- actually I'm glad that Matt and Kayla have found each other- one is a drama psycho who talks to herself and makes up problems and is a fucking LIAR and the other loves chicks that have issues and is oh so dying to fix em. Anyway enuf bout those two cuz they aren't important- for all I care they could both get hit by a bus- onto more important topics-
I finally found sum loot! There's nothing like 80 bucks that you didn't know u had!!
Rocky has 2 kids... at 23? damn yo he started maddd early- too bad Italian and Rican too- but what I don't understand is why do all these guys who are WITH someone all like me??
WHAT THE FUCK- ever heard of commitment? That's pig style- being all flirty when ya other half isn't around-
First there's hazel eyes, then the guianese man who bothered me during lunch- it's like um dear fellow co-worker first of all I could be ya daughter- your son is my age and he's cute lol-
then there's Rocky- "so.. uh Chi nice ass by the way I got 2 kids..."
What the hell u flirting with me for then? Shiettt
Craig was kinda grumpy today but it's all good-
Well another long day tomorrow- my hand is acting funny I wonder what's wrong with it-
Oh yea and onto the most in the back of my head topic-
--- He's back in my thoughts again... I dunno why but I guess cuz it's unresolved and I still want him---
But I'm better off things being this way- he'd prolly only hurt me in the end... Or do I truly believe that? hmm
Working in the city is definitely dope tho-
My rents are coming this weekend- that should be nice I miss them - it would be so great if they lived here... I wish they did..
I'mma die from lack of sleep tomorrow..
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