| Current mood: |  contemplative |
| Current music: | Fiona Apple: Sullen Girl |
Ode to my lack of sanity
Darkness has settled on my soul. Am I eternally damned? Feel the icy fire of pain sweep through your body, embrace it. Do not close your eyes or turn your mind....it will be to no avail. I already have you in the razor sharp clasp that is my love. Do you now wish you had heeded my warnings? Do you wish of brighter days without the struggle. Keep your head afloat amidst the ruin of my life.....
It makes me smile with sadness to think of you.......trapped in the web of my words........bloodying the ground with your self imposed war.......Don't watch my face as the tears fall onto your lips. Do you like the taste? That is the taste of years of internal conflict. Years of pain, pouring out, not ceasing to even grace my cheeks with a final farewell.........
Will I forever be a misty memory, burnt into your mind? Maybe even your heart? Can you answer me any of this? I ask that of you many a time but you never reply. I hope to have left a impression on someone. Anyone. I will forever be the lady of the moon. Think of me when your gaze rests on her infinite beauty. A beauty I wish I rivaled.......
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